So you’re excited about some upcoming plans. You’re visualizing how much fun you will have, counting down until the big day.
And then…..for some reason outside of your control, they’re cancelled.
How do you feel?
Perhaps you feel disappointed, or jinxed, or worse….cursed.
“Nothing ever works out for me.”
Well, we all know that’s not true, but even if it were, that belief is simply an idea you’re having about it. And since your reality is created from your beliefs, that statement may set you running off in directions you probably don’t want to go.
In a world that is NOT random, those cancelled plans occurred for the benefit of all.
Sometimes, however, you might have to look for those benefits, because the Universe can be quite subtle. Those benefits are also in clear view, mind you, but you may have limitations that keep you from seeing them. It’s a dichotomy, to say the least.
Let’s take an example and view it from two angles.
My friend Krystal fosters cats rescued from really bad situations. She just got a new kitten, and she invited me to meet him! This, to me, is like visiting royalty, so we made plans for cat-cuddling, brunch, and Lavender Pear Martinis.
All week I looked forward to driving my underused car up north. After all of those trying times during the work week—like when that one guy refuses to mute himself on a giant Zoom meeting, and the whole presentation is riddled with feedback—there was my cat-hugging session to look forward to when the weekend came.
The night before kitten-cuddling day, Krystal sent an apologetic text. She had to cancel. She had finally found a home for Molly, an older cat she rescued from a really, really bad situation. Molly is 15, deaf, and has kidney failure; and yet she still pours her love on anyone that comes into her line of vision. In other words, a Lightworker in the cat realm. This was a great day for Krystal, who had been looking for a long time for exactly the right person to welcome Molly into their home.
So no kitten (or Molly) cuddling for me. No brunch. No martinis.
So why would the Universe “take away” something we’re looking forward to?
Because it serves us to do so. Not just you as the observer, but everyone involved. Otherwise, it wouldn’t happen. Now this sudden change may not appear to be of service at first glance, but that’s if you’re looking from a 3D perspective. If you choose to view the situation from higher levels, you’ll always see a more expansive reason for the occurrence.
Of course the human part may feel disappointed, let down. This is the result of having specific expectations about how an event will unfold. From a higher perspective, we’re learning that change is a constant. Expectations will always keep us in a limited box of possibilities, when we need not be.
When we can review the situation from multiple angles, the inherent lessons become clear. Compassion is a big theme right now on Earth, so that’s a good place to start.
Can you extend yourself past any initial disappointment to celebrate another’s triumphs?
An Energy Update Channeled with Assistance from my Animal Soul family
Animals of the day: Bat, Kangaroo and Joey, Lion
Numbers of the day: 81, 21, 6, 900, 315, 365
Letters of the day: y, d, e
Crystal of the day: Green Aventurine
Word of the day: Youth
Song of the day: ‘Everything is Free” (Gillian Welch Cover) by Phoebe Bridgers and CourtneyBarnett
Are you facing the winds of October head-on? (Bat)
This aerodynamic energy carries you through the middle of October when you choose to letdown your guard. Currents of uplifting support take the strain off of your wings when you arewilling to laugh.
With the recent developments in LiDAR technology, the Bat is also here to remind you that theirinner and outer navigation, mapping, and discernment systems are built-in, and so are yours.With sonar-like perception, you will know how you feel about the energy of every room youenter; and each present moment provides you with the opportunity to revel in the fresh air ofNew Earth.
Fly high! One way to access these energies is by visiting a place with a high altitude. Bats arekeen to cooperate and share what they feel rightfully belongs to the collective.
You may need to choose between ‘being right’ and being kind. (Lion)
Opportunities are here to share your light with fellow souls by demonstrating your gracefulintellectual boundaries.
This is a time of year when souls of all frequencies and life paths come together to exchangekarmic energy — this could seem unplanned at first, or you could feel the synchronicityimmediately.
The desire to connect with others is inspiring you to find your way to your “pride.”
Ask for permanent upgrades and you will begin to rememberforgotten gifts. (Kangaroo and Joey)
You will not need to spend much time relearning how to use them, as your guides will makesure that events and souls show up in your life right away to explore what you are capable of.
This mother-child dynamic is asking you to self-nurture, and it is reminding you that your divinityand infinite potential do not expire with age. You are ready to feel the “Kangaroo-Joeyconnection”. This connection is the same as the “teach/learn” concept channeled in ‘The RaMaterial.’
All souls are an extension of you, therefore, when you teach, you learn! Your healing is comingfull-circle.
Allow yourself to see your life through the eyes of both a Kangaroo and her Joey, switchingviews when you need to. The wisdom of youth is equally as rich as the wisdom of one-thousandlifetimes.
It’s the perfect time to learn something new.
Instruments, languages, creative pursuits…
This will likely include something brand new and something to rediscover.
Earth is currently inhabited by many versatile souls. We’re all looking for the parts we play best,and we could all be more well-rounded. The ways we exchange items and services of value arealso changing.
Try bartering and skill-sharing. When a French farmer meets a chef from Chicago, magichappens.
New guides are showing up to welcome you to this new stage in yourlife.
They will likely choose to communicate to you through music, specifically tunes you’ve neverheard before that become stuck in your head throughout the day.
These often uncomplicated tunes lead to unsuspected revelations. Start humming into yourvoice recorder app. Your guides would love your co-creations to be published online. And yes,they are okay if you take some credit, because you were listening.
Things will not return to normal. Ever.
Special events will continue to accelerate all timelines. The word ‘climax’ now means somethingcompletely different, it can be used to describe any moment you choose.
Before 2020, your higher self may have chosen more subtle ways to remind you of your truenature. Now, the immersive foundation building is almost over, beloved soul, and the universe isready to give you what you want.
Will you allow it to happen?
If you haven’t been here before, welcome to New Earth!
October is turning out to be the jackhammer of 2020.
In the year that began with a global outbreak…which forced solitary seclusion…which disrupted monetary abundance…unforeseen “external” events have restructured the routines of nearly everyone existing on this planet.
We’re experiencing situations that are seemingly out of our control.
It’s helped to slow us down.To make us quiet.To guide humanity to start looking within.
You’ve heard this before:
“There is calm before the storm.”
While a large part of Western culture is enduring the growing pains associated with introspection,global events still vie for their attention.The struggle for internal connection— while still grasping for external connections—leaves many people wishing the world would just slow down “out there” so that we can have peace “in here” for just a single minute.
Lightworkers, on the other hand, are seasoned at introspection.We, too, are learning the nature of our own existence, but from a different viewpoint.It’s in the learning of our power as creators:send out your desires to the Universe, and watch them come back to you in physical form. So we faithfully visualize peace on earth, or healing, or new love.
And then we wait.Hopefully, it is a calm wait, but not always.
We hold our frequency the best that we can, considering all the fearful mayhem occurring around us. We use our rituals to stay sane, send out kindness, continuously view the future as when those good things will come our way.
And WAITING becomes a way of life.
We’re used to anticipating things.Mostly bad things, historically.But that’s changing. For the meantime, we still brace for storms. Must they come?
In a world of all possibilities, there are timelines in which no storm ever comes.
It just stays calm, in every moment.This kind of life is the result of one consistently choosing calmness as a state of being.
But on those other timelines….you know, the one that most of us have chosen thus far….what kind of storm can we expect?
Well that depends on you.Since you’re creating this whole thing, you get to decide what your storm looks like.
We can view the symbolism of“storms” as both generating forces (watering the yard) and destructive forces (a hurricane). You’ll view a situation from different levels, depending on your frequency.
Your storm could look like everything coming on at once. And those events may not appear like things you’ve been asking for.
Perhaps you have a series of small crises:
Problems to solve.
People to deal with (often closure or recognizing your contribution to an imbalanced relationship).
Monetary burdens added to a budget already on shaky ground.
This is how a jackhammer works.It breaks up the ground.You can probably admit that the concrete was already starting to buckle anyway, so it was time for it to go. When you look at such events with new understanding, then you can prepare for a new smoother path to be laid down.
Instead of:
“OMG this is happening to me!”
think:
“This is finally happening!”
It’s possible that the changes you’re experiencing are related to newly-developed comfort in being yourself in all situations; both “in here,” and “out there.”
You are mixing new concrete with a giant stick called “authenticity.”
The Inside You—and the Outside You—are merging. So you may not feel like an outcast anymore, now that everyone else is living the hermit’s existence that Lightworkers have lived for eons.
If your life has been mostly sunny of late, whatever you are experiencing is probably bringing you closer to those things you want, rather than further away; even if they don’t appear that way right now.
It can still feel overwhelming, for sure, but viewing any situation from the highest frequency you can muster, will muffle out much of the construction noise while your foundation rebuilds itself.
All that waiting has paid off, so hang on, Lightworker.A clearer path is being prepared for your awakening process.Take care of those things that come up, for it’s time to let them go.
Atlantis was a civilization including incarnates who wanted the challenge of “having it all.” Beauty, peace, free energy, artistic expression, advanced technology.
Sounds perfect, yes? So what is the inherent challenge in having everything you could possibly dream of?
Here is one answer, although certainly not the only one:
Boredom.
Those of us still embodying Orion energy in a big way (here’s how to tell) really do love a challenge. Yeah, cruising around this beautiful planet on a 75-foot yacht sounds like a great way to enjoy Earth, and it is. Yet that’s not ALL there is; and with Earth’s multitude of available adventure paths, many of us come here to create experiences with a wide variety of uncertainty.
This is a badass’ way of practicing navigation in a quantum state; for uncertainty is one of the three elements of quantum physics we are exploring on Earth at this time. (The other two are inseparability and possibility)*
When everything is going along smoothly, an unexamined human mind can fall back to old patterns of needing something to do.
When it does, we send out a message to the Universe that we need a little something to kickstart a new experience. For those of us who have done “incarnation time” during the period of Atlantis, we’ve got plenty of events in our cellular memory to choose from. We can therefore revive that energy, and tailor it to appear in our current timeline. Tragedy. Devastation. Separation. Pandemics. War.
The inhabitants of Atlantis originally (in linear terms) had achieved a place of balance: recognition of their true nature (divine beings with the ability to create anything that they could conceive of), as well as advanced technology to make their lives effortless on the physical plane.
So the mind, free of the programmed survival issues that we currently experience in our timeline, had room to dream.
In a free-will zone, anything one can conceive of, can take form.
Beautiful, inclusive, expansive things. And also ugly, exclusive and exploitative things. Universal Law doesn’t discern. It provides, because we are free to create as we please.
When everything that one can conceive of that is beautiful has been experienced, the restless mind can start to wander in the other direction. “What is over here?” it asks, and with the focus on it, consciousness turns the intention into physical form. This is how humanity has chosen to experience polarity; and the cyclical nature of our development (which is in actuality an upward spiral, since we are always expanding from each experience) repeats itself on those timelines.
Unity. Value of Life. Timelessness. Then boredom. Re-creation of polarity…just for a little bit of fun…and then back to unity.
We are at this time in Earth’s development where humanity can once again make a choice. Are we still bored, and still needing to create from the perspective of polarity just to feel alive? This question extends beyond the corporeal physical form that’s reading this now. It is a question for your soul–the larger part of you that knows exactly why you’re here, and that loves to grow from the choices you make.
There are an infinite number of timelines from which to choose.
If you are waiting for The Event, for example, your choice of timelines will most likely include strife, while society sorts things out. The takedown of the government, sealed indictments, a worldwide monetary system. Or perhaps, you’re waiting for extraterrestrials to come save us from our own mess. Plenty of strife there, while governments hide “the truth” and the public suffers from it.
If you are on the New Earth timeline, then things look much sunnier. You might still be hoping for extraterrestrials (they are here, I promise!) but on a more unified level. Not saviors, but companions in this giant co-creative production that we call Earth. You’ll create within the framework of Oneness, with the aim that all are served, all are provided for, and all feel love.
So why did Atlantis fall?
The civilization enjoyed its spirally cycle, and when the individuals experienced all of the beneficial feelings of physical life on the planet, some chose to experience the opposite. There were those that chose to forget the value of life, and experimented with exploitation of free will. Enter your mermaids, your centaurs and your other mythical beings.
This is why your current timeline, if you are reading this, probably doesn’t include such mystical beings roaming the plains in herds, or popping up on the beach. It’s because they were created outside of their own free will; resulting in painful cellular structures from the unnatural manipulation of DNA used to create them.
This is how consciousness experiences rebalance, or what we call karma. It’s expansion from the repercussions of a Choice.
Nearly 12,000 years later, we have returned to the Choice Point.
Although it looks different now, with Social Media taking form as a modern-day tool. Many of us cast out our intentions multiple times daily through those channels; and thus we initiate new avenues of creation through the words that we say, type and tweet.
From my perspective as the messenger between the two periods, we’re getting it right this time. We’ve decided, as a collective, that we won’t follow the path that the Atlantean expression chose. Unity sounds like much more fun, and perhaps a pandemic (or a PLANdemic, if you love Conspiracy Theory) was what it took for many of us to finally examine what’s going on in our own minds.
Again, it’s always your choice. You get to pick your timeline, and what you experience on it.
If you prefer to live in a world with Centaurs, and Mermaids and Unicorns, it’s possible.
Setting the intention to experience these interactions from a positive perspective, without needing to exploit free will to get there, will start the ball rolling. There are plenty of souls in the non-physical who are perfectly happy to give you that experience by taking those forms for you.
It’s looking much sunnier on my timeline than the news will tell you. If you are still watching the news, then chances are you are still living out the repercussions of your time in Atlantis. Think about this and ask yourself if that spiral is fun. If not, there are plenty of other places to put your attention.
You, Soul, get to make a Choice, always and forever. Love to you.
If you have lost a child, a sibling, or a partner in your current incarnation, this Equinox might unearth old memories.
Humanity has thrived on loss for a very long time. It is one of the reasons we chose to incarnate here: for the contrast. In a dualistic Universe, you won’t know joy unless you know its counterpart, despair.
We have chosen to play out loss in many fashions: death, illness, infidelity.
You can associate any event or interaction you experience with “joy” or with “loss”…depending on your personal world view at the time it happened.
This equinox is providing the momentum for rebalancing those losses.
If negative memories are resurfacing
Remember this: You were a different person when you stored those devastating experiences in the “loss” category. And the new person that you are in this moment, is able to review those events with new eyes…and new understanding. You’ll see benefits from the event—such as how much stronger you have become because of it—and you can recategorize this event as a positive experience rather than as a loss.
On a collective level, your rebalancing of these memories helps heal the world.
Your memory recall, and review from the perspective of the Newer You, creates an energetic rebalancing of your signature. And your signature is what affects everything—and everyone—around you. You are, in truth, healing the world when you heal yourself. As each signature rises in frequency through rebalancing, so does the collective’s signature as a whole.
Remembering those you lost.
They are never away from you. They are aspects of you, and they remain with you, to resurface simply through your focus on them. Those that chose to leave the physical before you wanted them to, did so because it served all involved. Sometimes it takes a few years of linear time to recognize how that loss has benefited you. Places to start: Expectations, Unconditional Love, Abandonment.
You are never alone. Ever. If you are reading this, know that these words were written by someone who is also feeling these experiences along with you. I’ve lost some big things, too: Everything I owned from a hurricane. A beloved partner. And a child. We, together, are helping the rest of humanity to rebalance themselves; even if they don’t know what “energy” even is.
With this rebalancing, you are remembering how to use negative emotions to create something positive. This is alchemy.
Your gift to this world is immense, and from those who don’t have mouths to speak, there is applause for your courage and dedication to your fellow humans.
If you’re experiencing pulsations in your hands, your feet or your root chakra, read on.
As this week’s #1 searched awakening symptom, vibrations can be the key to unlock embedded unknowns in your personality. Here’s what could be going on with you:
Vibrating Hands
If you are feeling pulsations in your hands, you could be downloading dormant healing knowledge. The newer version of humanity will thrive on healing techniques that are currently considered alternative medicine. You may experience a desire to learn Reiki techniques, massage or body manipulation techniques, or even to be a most excellent creator in the kitchen.
The word “healing” is charged in itself. We have labels attached to it, fueled by negative associations with quacks and fraudsters; and antiquated religious doctrine that reinforces a pyramidal power structure. This stuff lies dormant in humanity until it’s addressed.
If you want to go there, then start by asking yourself a few questions:
Do I feel worthy to heal another person?
Can I take credit for healing anyone?
Is healing possible without chemicals and doctors?
These questions are worded craftily, and for a reason. They unlock some doors at the far end of your mental hallway.
Now in truth, you can’t heal anyone except yourself.
You can, however, deliver Source energy to another through your hands, with the full understanding that the recipient has free will in accepting it, applying it and healing (or not healing) from it.
We all have the ability to heal, but not all souls have come to Earth with that life mission in mind. Every person will benefit from igniting these abilities, however, even if the extent of the healing is limited to blessing and appreciation for your water before you drink it.
Simple acts of healing are just as powerful as complicated ones. Your vibrating hands are letting you know that this ability is awakening in you.
Vibrating Feet
Ever try to sleep at night and it feels like you are plugged into a wall socket? I mean vibrations in and around the feet that sometimes make you wonder if the bed itself is shaking? Yeah, you aren’t alone.
Vibrating feet could be an indication that you are ready to integrate with the physical surroundings that you call your outer world. What does this look like in a New Earth scenario?
It’s you, bonding with nature.
Vibrating feet are the call for grounding. And I know you’ve heard it from a thousand sources, and in images everywhere you look…but if you desire a less arduous ascension, then you will be merging with the consciousness around you.
The easiest way to start is through nature, whether that be caring for a plant, taking hikes or swimming in your pool. Your feet are the symbolic–and physical–contact point with your surroundings.
And EVERYTHING that you see outside of you is made of consciousness. There is nothing out there that is NOT consciousness, so you’ll be making peace with it all.
Now this whole grounding thing can be confusing, when it’s actually quite simple. You are a walking antenna, and in order for energy to move through you smoothly, you must participate in an exchange. Energy moves to you, through you, and out of you, into the field that surrounds the physical You. Any lines of separation that you imagine—including your SKIN—are simply ideas that you have about the nature of your reality.
All separation is an illusion.
Your vibrating feet are sending you this reminder, and are advising that there is some energy that could use distribution. There are multiple ways to do this. Here are a few:
Take a walk, without headphones.
As you evolve, you will learn the importance of hearing subtle messages that come to you not only through your ears, but what feels like from inside your head. When you are in nature, these messages are quite strong. Pay attention to the pitch, timing and location of bird songs, for instance. No sound is ever random. It is placed there by you, for you; and these forms of communication are just as valuable (and often MORE valuable), than those you capture with your 5 physical senses.
Get a grounding pad.
If you can’t get outside as much as you’d like (explore why), then consider sleeping with a grounding pad at the foot of the bed. You can check them out at Earthing.com (no affiliation). This will alleviate the vibrations and perhaps afford you better sleep.
Hang around water.
Water contains oxygen, and you don’t need me to tell you how that benefits you. Yet it also symbolizes cleansing, renewal, refreshment, and clarity. Your Self will nudge you towards such symbolic references because that’s how you think on higher levels. Now floating around in the pool is relaxing for sure; and relaxation is a big part of your ascension process. But along with that, you’re unconsciously (and hopefully consciously) exploring your relationship with symbols, labels and associations. You may find yourself throwing out old ideas because you have simply outgrown them. Water can bring you to these realizations.
Vibrating Root Chakra
If you are feeling your root chakra (the area of your tailbone that touches the chair) pulsating, then your Kundalini could be on the rise.
This dormant energy sits waiting for the right time to activate. It happens when an individual is ready for rebalancing the Self. With each chakra representing a portion of self-development, the root chakra is the area that holds energy related to your beliefs about survival.
Are you in danger? Will you be snuffed out and lose your identity? Do you even exist?
This is when the questioning starts, and the focus shifts from reacting to the events of an external world, to addressing events at the root of all of it….your thoughts.
This is a time for you to investigate your identity. Some questions:
What do I think happens when I die?
Is life scary or exciting?
Is there more to life than being a human on this planet?
What am I capable of?
Where do I fit in?
They seem so basic, and that’s a large part of why the root chakra is also called the base chakra. Here you explore your root assumptions about your existence. Once you open up this Pandora’s Box, you’ll begin to feel further chakras awaken…each with questions of their own to help you learn more about your true nature.
So celebrate those vibrations, for in a world that’s currently on lockdown, they are your indication that things are moving along just fine in the awakening category. When you ask yourself these questions, your Higher Self will help direct you to the emotions that the question evoke. You’re learning to trust yourself by acknowledging these alternate means of communication.
A few years from now, you will consider these messages just as important as those you receive through conventional means. Have fun with this, and laugh! The more you thank yourself for making the natural process of awakening easier, the easier your transition will be.
So you are practicing your integrity. Paying things off, fulfilling obligations…
And one day, you notice that your credit card balance has decreased, but no money never left your bank account.
Even after a few days, your bank balance hasn’t decreased. Stroke of luck, you think! Free money!
But is it?
On the awakening path, situations like this will pop up to give you the opportunity to decide Who You Are. Now I’m not here to tell you the “right” thing to do, because what’s right for you might not be what’s right for me.
Yet I will tell you this:
Everything you do has ramifications.
There could be two lines of thinking in a situation such as this one:
You manifested money!
…or….
You’re stealing.
Now both of these are just assumptions we apply in our heads, based on historical occurrences, stuff your parents taught you, and good old GUILT.
Each time, you get to decide how you’ll respond.
Don’t forget now, you’ve got inner guidance available to you whenever you ask for it. How do you get clear guidance that satisfies your inner self’s need to evolve towards a more unified existence? Go for the win.
“What serves everyone involved?”
If you’re of the “Money Changer” viewpoint in which banks are dirty crooks that deserve a kick in the pants whenever possible, you may decide that you deserve that money, and never bring the transaction up. You’ve manifested a stroke of good luck after all, and Finders Keepers, right?
If you’re focusing on integrity, it may not be such a clear cut decision. For you are aware of an inconsistency that could affect someone else. Maybe someone at the bank loses his job because of it. Maybe someone else paid their credit card bill with the last funds they had to their name, and you got credit for it.
So what could you do? You can run a few scenarios through your head, and see how they make you feel in the gut.
You might call customer support and report this inconsistency. It’s likely that they will be very taken aback that you’ve called, for I’ve been told it’s rare. They might put in a ticket for investigation, and a day later, you may see the funds withdrawn from your account. You’ve rebalanced the scale.
Or, you might do nothing, and wait for it to rebalance itself. This often happens, so why bother calling customer support at all?
Because you made the effort to rebalance an inequity in your awareness. And that makes all the difference. The simple act of making the attempt to bring the inconsistency to light is the key here. In my own experience, it’s gone both ways.
This can happen in all sorts of scenarios besides paying a credit card bill, such as a missing package that’s shown up after you’ve already been refunded for it. I once got double Victoria’s Secret underwear when I got to keep the replacement package–and the original when it finally arrived–simply by letting them know about it.
It’s always up to you, you see. And every situation is different. Ask yourself, and trust yourself. Do you feel OK taking the money (or the underwear), or whatever you’ve received? Remembering that you’re unified with everyone else will help you navigate through a decision.
You’re creating your reality, and you’re here to grow. No matter which decision you make, you’re sure to expand from it.
Have you ever played the “Pin the Tail on the Donkey” game in your childhood? It’s that kind of game where children are given a shark object to walk around while blindfolded. And there’s only one place on the donkey’s ass where you can pin it. Well, this is a perfect analogy for our life choices.
There are tons of possibilities to “pin the tail” just like in the game. But many of them may lead to undesirable consequences and drama.
Whenever you want to make a decision while in a negative thought pattern, you better take a deep breath and hold the tail away. If you are uncertain or sad or angry, can you choose the possibility that suits you?
For such instances, Kimberly suggests creating an icon, an image that comes to mind when your thought pattern is far from sunny. Such think of the donkey ass as a trigger to positive memories. If laughing at the image helps you, go for it! And once you focus on the positive patterns, you clear your mind ready to find the best possibility. While all of them are available to you, while not choose the best outcome? In most cases, there are more than fantastic outcomes available! The donkey will thank you.
On the topic of conjuring icons, you’ll soon learn more about them in the upcoming game of Kimberly’s creation, Evolution 144.
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The easiest way to send yourself a message is through music, don’t you agree? That feeling when you know that the lyrics are about you and your current mood? This is not a coincidence. You’ve created it.
As you send out your energy, it returns to you in messages. And once you come to the understanding that you are creating your reality, you’ll know that nothing that comes to you is random.
For that reason, Spotify algorithms are a perfect way of communication from your Higher Self. Your song-lists are the reflection of your vibrations. They bring messages meant to guide and help you grow. Watch the new awakening video from Kimberly explaining how to make the messages in songs work for you.
