In metaphysics, toroidal fields encompass all of life. In our heart spaces, we are constantly receiving and transmitting energy.
What if our transmissions were operating from an awareness of “everything is going to be okay”? Is that process less valid than potentially transmissible spirals of fear? Is there a higher purpose to both of these mechanisms?
Fear can play the most limiting role in our ascension–it is a primary catalyst for all forms of separation between humans, other species, ecosystems, and our higher selves.
Wellness is a state of being…not doing.
Awakening is about remembering who you are. The torus shows the art and science of every influential wave of energy.
Your inner-monologue of polarity offers you a choice NOW–spoken between the metaphysical, spiritual, psychic, physical, mental, and emotional planes of your existence. Consciously, subconsciously, unconsciously, and collectively, we are one totality of expression. Without accepting time and space as facts, and depending on your perspective, the symphony of life could be a monologue, or it could be an improvisational dance of free will.
Your choice is in the polarity of this infinite moment.
This breath. Spirit comes from the same root word as respiration. It is the force that carries your soul in and out of physical experiences. BREATHE. Your breath is your birthright. Fear hides in breath, as do many subconscious transmissions; even when your higher self knows there is nothing to be afraid of.
What is your choice?
What is the energy–the spirit–the weight you carry by your breath? The energy that you receive (breathe-in) and transmit (breathe-out)… Do you know what a sigh of relief and comfort feels like? Sounds like? Do you know what a breath of derision and anger feels like? Sounds like?
The timelines and feelings you live with are always ready to be transformed; if you are consciously waving your finger under a waterfall, the particles of energy that make up the lake below are co-creations of light and your deliberate transmutations. Tracing back your behaviors and outcomes to these feelings, and these feelings to these thoughts–these thoughts you assigned importance to–brings awareness to your choice of positivity or negativity: love and the wisdom to use it well–or fear and the obedience to follow it.
A well-integrated mind-body-spirit complex, or a human being of light, is crystallized by positively interpreting spirals of energy when interacting with spirits and environments–transmitting that same polarity in all directions. Unity Consciousness is a state of being that does not create realities of separation.
You have no enemies; only reflections of yourself and learning opportunities.
When you understand fear holistically, you recognize that the creativity, love, wisdom, communication, intuition, and spirituality you prefer will not function when our minds, bodies, and spirits are vehicles of automatic negative thoughts and fear-based thinking.
Instead of a human doing, you are a human BEING. Be yourself.
Everything else needed will come to you naturally if you’re operating from a belief that you can create anything–a belief of “everything is going to be okay.”
You chose to be here. You can choose to learn from every torus, and from every vesica piscis–when different worlds’ of thought collide, and when people come together to form new systems of living based on common ground. Thank you for being here.
How many of your daily thoughts are fear-based? How many of your thoughts are based on an inner-knowing of “everything is going to be okay”? — or to take it a step further, “everything is okay”?
Laugh. It’s measurably greater than fear. Breathe and remember to have fun. Your preferred polarity is blossoming now.
It’s clear that something has gone terribly wrong with men striving to be Man Enough.
We see evidence of this everywhere, and it begs the question: What can men do about it?
This article offers men a blueprint for cleansing themselves from the pressures of toxic masculinity and forging a path to self-actualization.
Choose Your Social Circle
One noteworthy step in my spiritual progression occurred when I decided to clean out my social closet. This was prompted by one simple piece of advice that came from a fellow man I met online. To paraphrase his main point:
“When you don’t want to take part in a social norm, the greatest and only power you have is to walk away. And if you’re afraid of being alone, you don’t even have that.”
When he said this, I suddenly realized how much power could be gained from overcoming my fear of being cut off or isolated from others.
From that moment on, I raised the bar for the kind of people I wanted to surround myself with, favoring inspiring books over fake friends. You can do the same.
Stop Being a Hero
As men, we desire a sense of certainty about how we understand the world and choose to navigate through it. The cliché of men not wanting to ask for directions comes from our instinct to lead others.
Programmed to view the role of “follower” as emasculating, we all grab frantically at the helm of humanity, failing to synchronize with each other or our female counterparts.
We do this because making a change and taking directions from others means admitting that we don’t have all the answers and need others to help us find our way. It also means forgiving ourselves for being imperfect.
If we truly want to be of service, we need to start by giving ourselves some slack and listening to others.
If you want to make a lasting change, it’s important that you don’t just leave this article without setting an intention. Start your transformation by putting pen to paper, writing down your own takeaways from the following points:
If you feel like people in your social circle are negative and putting pressure on you to conform, start letting them go. Letting go of them is how you will begin to let go of who you think you are.
Recognize that it’s perfectly acceptable not to know who you are or who you want to be. Not knowing is a state of emptiness that empowers you with the receptive capacity to discover and choose who you want to be.
Find your heroes and follow them. These are people you aspire to emulate and connect with. It doesn’t matter if you connect directly with them. What matters is that you listen to them. By doing this, you’re forging a relationship with those heroes and using their example as a model to live by.
It’s happened to us all at least once. You leave something on the dresser, and when you come back to look for it, it’s nowhere to be found.
You may search frantically, and finally when you give up and call it lost…there it is, sitting right on the dresser just where you left it.
Oh, the confusion!Why does it have to be so hard to be human?Why do these things happen?Why mess with our minds like that?
Remember, everything you experience on Earth has an inherent lesson.And we’re talking about lessons on all levels of creation, ranging from the physical you, to your Higher Self, and beyond.Yes, even your Higher Selves are learning lessons.
Let’s run through a scenario that I experienced a few weeks ago.It began with a pair of lost earrings, which I kept in a small plastic bag.A year ago, I’d gone on a frantic search for them, for I’d finally had something to wear them with.They’d gone years in that tiny plastic bag, passed over for other jewelry that I liked better.And when I finally needed them…they were nowhere to be found.
I moved across town, and the lost earrings fell away from my attention.Fast forward two years, and one Sunday morning as I passed my open bedroom door, I noticed something on the carpet just outside of my slightly ajar closet door.The small plastic bag containing my earrings.
The mind charged full on, up that first hill of the roller coaster.Up, up, WTF, how?
As humans we must find an immediate explanation for everything.We are logical creatures!It is only right that we know the truth!
We’ll access all the files of our belief systems, in a frantic search for an explanation that correlates with our current world view.And yet there will be some that we just can’t file neatly away with simple answers.
Such experiences encourage introspection.So let’s take a look at three levels of awareness and see what we can learn from our disappearing item.
First we ask ourselves a question:
Why are these earrings, that have been missing for years, suddenly here on the bedroom floor?
Note that the question begins with “why” rather than “how.”We want to form the question to include symbolic explanations as well as physical ones. By using “why” you are asking the question to a level of Self that has access to a broader perspective than the Self standing there with a plastic bag and a dumbfounded look.
Now, hang out for a sec, with the item in your hand.It has energy, and you are reading it.
Answers will most likely start on the 3D physical level.This is to reduce fear while in the “freak-out” stage, which is when a physical explanation is required to calm your anxiety.
“Blame it on the cat.She must have found them stuffed for safe keeping in one of my seldom-worn shoes, and turned them into a toy to bat around.She bores quickly, so they weren’t too far from the closet.”
Explanations in physical terms are a fail-safe; they provide you with an answer that will settle your mind.This may be as far as you’re currently willing to go with this experience, and you could go on with your day.You’ll have your explanation that fits into your world view, and your sense of reality is restored.
But do your best to experience the full roller coaster ride. Let yourself whiz down that first hill and see what arises.
The next level is what I call 4D.This is the intuitive part of you.
The one that senses things, and feels things even though you can’t explain them.It’s the part of you that concedes that there are forms of life that you can’t see, but you can still experience.
“Oh, thank goodness! I have guardian angels helping me along.They returned my lost earrings!”
Here, you’ve confirmed your beliefs that things happen in realms outside of your physical one. You’re being watched over. At this level, you will work on any lingering beliefs about demonic possession, people observing you without your permission, and personal safety.
Let’s go higher, and see what your 5D self is wanting you to see.
At the 5D level you are exploring symbolism.
“What do my missing earrings symbolize?”
All of the belongings surrounding us have energy.And while they are in our environment, we are responsible for that energy.Is there someone who would use that item every day?I bet there is; and by hoarding things we withhold those gifts from a fellow human.
They are also symbols of my ability to attract things into my life.Everything vibrates at a particular frequency.And for years, this item was outside of my frequency.What is the difference between the Me that couldn’t see this item, and the Me that can?
How does it make you feel that you’ve withheld this energy? Guilty? Sad? Unevolved? Here are more areas to explore.
You can expand our perspective even higher, if you get quiet and allow it.
But don’t fall into the “I’m getting nowhere” trap if you can’t raise your perception higher than 5D.You’ll get flashes of it now and then, which will make higher levels of awareness easier upon your next conscious attempt. Here’s a hint:You’re controlling all of it.
I’ve listed some areas below to help you explore this phenomenon according to your chosen level of consciousness.Hopefully the questions will guide you inside to find the reasoning behind your lost item.
And, that lost item!I guarantee that no matter what it is that you lost and recovered, you will look at it differently forever more.It’s intended that way; to remind you that there is indeed magic everywhere you look—and also where you don’t look. And that magic is YOU.
Areas to explore if you have experienced the return of a lost item:
Lessons on the 3D level:
Must you always have a physical explanation for any occurrence?Why?
Do you believe that there is only one answer for any occurrence? Who told you that?
What happens if you can’t find an explanation for this occurrence?
Lessons on the 4D level:
Can I concede that I can’t explain this occurrence just yet?
Do Others have power over me?
Do Others have powers that I don’t have? (St. Anthony, or Archangel Chamuel, for example?)
Can they see more than I can see?
Who are these Others?Are they mirrors of me?
Lessons on the 5D level:
Is this an item you love? If not, why is it here?
How long was this item gone before you missed it? Are you rightfully managing this energy (including time)?
What is the disparity of frequency between the You that could see them and the You that couldn’t?
What is the energy of the missing item?Sad?Nostalgic?
Does it represent a period in your life needing release?
Does it remind you of something you need to get done?
Remember: when you love your props, more props show up.
Do your eyes get so itchy you think you’re going to scratch them right out of your head?
This can be maddening! If you are now experiencing this symptom, take note, and celebrate! For it’s a bittersweet gift being given to you, by you, during your awakening.
Our physical eyes are one of many receptors that our avatar uses to register the physical world around us. This physical world is an extension of your inner world, projected outwards. It’s your personal version of the game board we’re all sharing during this incarnation, molded into details specific to your current thoughts and beliefs about reality.
It’s uniquely yours, yet there are multitudes of non-physical assistants working all around you, just out of range of your physical eyes most of the time. They are moving things in your vicinity; changing the details, leaving clues and messages to move you along.
The capabilities of your physical eyes are highly limited by societal constructs that promote aging. Countless ads tell you that your vision will soon fail if it hasn’t already; artistic endeavors abound by eyeglass manufacturers, to inject corrective lenses into modern fashion. Why? Well, mostly for profit, but on another level, this is an Earthly self-imposed limitation to keep you powerless….until you figure it out that you’re not.
Once you begin recognizing that you are an unlimited being, with all the creational abilities of Source, your eyes will become very useful tools.
Your visible spectrum will expand, and you will see more colors, more movement by the entities that are sharing your physical space with you.
So those itchy eyes are letting you know that you’re healing this portion of yourself. In those moments of itchiness, take the time to look around you at the details of your surroundings. Is something different? What have you been walking past over and over, and not noticed? Use conscious intent as you survey things. “What am I missing here?”
It could be something such as that the color of your bedroom has suddenly changed to a lighter hue. For me, my itchy eyes brought me to my bathroom, where I suddenly noticed that the two matching beige rugs that I’d bought as a pair, no longer matched. They were two different, distinct colors now.
These subtle changes in detail are indicators of several things:
You’ve changed timelines. Do you like the timeline that you are on?
Your eyes are ready to see things clearer. Are you ready?
Those itchy eyes are gearing up for their full potential, which is much broader than the .03% of the spectrum that they currently see. And each and every one of the 75% of people that use eyeglasses can change that vision in an instant, when their beliefs about their own power melt those doubts away. For most humans, this won’t be an instant process, so don’t get discouraged if your vision isn’t crystal clear overnight.
As you peel away the doubts and regain your power, your ability to see will improve both in acuity, and conceptually. Things may seem more symbolic right off the bat, as in, “That’s the third flamingo image I’ve seen today.” This is how your Higher Self gets messages through, and your eyes play a major role in showing you your own reflection.
So next time your eyes itch, take a look around. Ask yourself, “What have I been missing?”
You have all of the answers inside of you, waiting for your questions. You are unlimited, and your eyes are reminding you of this. With gentle, conscious focus on the details of your surroundings, your eyes will be master receptors of the clues left there for you to find.
What do you want to see?
You’ve heard that the Cintamani stone anchors the Light grid on Earth.
But what does that mean?
Cintamani (Sanskrit for “wish-fulfilling jewel”), also called Saffordite in the gemological world, is found in Eastern Arizona, United States. It is a weathered Obsidian glass. Volcanic in nature (vs moldavite and other tektites, which are formed by meteors pounding the earth and forming glass), Saffordite contains crystalline magnetite, which, as you may deduce, makes it magnetic. Thus, the stone is also an integral part of Earth’s magnetic grid.
It’s connected to Earth in ways you can’t see, but you sure can feel them.
I recommend checking Etsy for good stones. Take the time to choose your stone wisely. If you need help, click here for more information on how to pick out a Cintamani stone.
So now that you have a Cintamani stone, how do you use it?
Hold your Cintamani in your closed palm. Sit down, relax a bit. Take some deep breaths.
With your palm still closed, use your imagination to look right through your hand to the stone enclosed in your palm. Recall the color, the texture, and the shape of your stone, and recreate it in your mind’s eye.
Note any judgments you may have about it, such as:
“It’s really quite an ugly stone,” or:
“I wonder if the quality of my stone is better than other people’s stones, or worse?”
These judgments are normal. We’ve been programmed into the Good vs Evil scenario, or The Event. Recognize your behavior and let it go.
Send your stone thanks for being a part of the Earth. This stone has made a journey, to you, to right here, right now. You don’t know which path it took, or how hard or easy it was.
Transmit your appreciation for that journey.
You will feel your stone start to warm up from the heat of your palm. It will then reach the tipping point, where its heat surpasses that of your body temperature. As the frequency raises, and the stone continues to heat up, you may start to wonder if it will leave a mark!
When your Cintamani gets uncomfortable to handle, it’s time to put it down. I use a piece of palo santo wood to hold mine, but any natural conductor of the Earth will do. Find a beautiful piece of glass, or pottery, or metal, and place your stone on its base.
You have now anchored yourself into your Cintamani stone, and you have activated it within Earth’s grid.
How does the Cintamani anchor the Light grid, exactly?
Cintamani is an amazing transmitter of electromagnetic energy. It maintains the strong connection with the Earth despite being great distances from it.
When you held the stone in your palm, you merged your electromagnetic energy with that of the Cintamani stone. Since (like everything in existence) the Cintamani has a unique energetic signature of its own, it also exchanges energy with you. This results in new signatures for you both, as well as creating a third form that is the combination of the two of you. This third form is energetic in nature at this point, so don’t expect to see it just yet.
But you can sure feel it!
This is how flowers can make you cry. And battlegrounds can make you angry. And sunsets can give you peace.
They are all exchanges of energy between you and something else. The Cintamani is your symbolic reminder of the full interconnectivity between all of Life, with itself.
When you connect to this “ugly little stone” with appreciation, you are exemplifying your commitment to see past the illusion. To suspend judgment about the inner qualities of someone, or something, until you’ve had a chance to really feel them.
Let it sit on its base and continue to emit its energy, now enhanced by your own. Like a radio, it sends out signals that connect with others of like frequency spread all across (and inside) the Earth.
You could receive messages from songs or billboards, for example; or internal hunches; or subtle plan changes that put you in the right place at the right time.
“I have something to give, even if I’m not considered the most beautiful in the world.”
“I am connected to the Earth even if I can’t see it.”
There is a vast network of others out there, all just like me in our desire for love.”
I will allow myself to feel with all available senses, even those I can’t prove are there.”
This little stone might become your favorite tool for transformation.
Your Cintamani can remain on its base for as long as you like. You can recharge it anytime you feel the urge to do so. Please respect it as the powerful conductor that it is, and don’t handle it when you are feeling negative. No need to send out more of that into the world.
Congratulations on anchoring yourself into the Light grid! There are hundreds of thousands of us doing the same. We’re all communicating through this grid, even from what appears to be great distance in Earthly terms.
And the more that join us, the closer we get to each other in physicality as well. Like attracts like!
This week has been one of the highest energy weeks that I have experienced in this lifetime on Earth.
The Dow Jones Industrial Average has hit new highs on virtually every trading day this week (yesterday’s highest point 27,684), which is generally a signal that energy is moving around in all forms: stocks, precious metals, currency, anxiety.
The Collective is stirring the proverbial cosmic soup in order to evenly distribute the heat.
This week, a close friend asked me why I sent her a text message at 12:44 am. My message simply said, “Damn.” I did no such thing, and we had a good laugh comparing screenshots of our differing text feeds.
Turns out that this happened to thousands of people, who received random texts in the middle of the night from a “glitch” in a text-messaging vendor platform used by the major three mobile companies.
This is one odd occurrence this week, but I got many reports of other events:
Smoke alarms going off for hours in vacant apartments.
Computer monitors blinking on and off.
Normally peaceful cats fighting with each other.
Sensitivity to sounds.
Receiving a large amount of robocalls or password reset emails
So what’s going on?
When high frequency energy pours into Earth, we Lightworkers, who are spread throughout the world, transduce much of that energy and emit it to others wherever we go.
But not all that energy gets absorbed, and it has to go somewhere.
This can disrupt many systems, including those with batteries (as we move to a more unified existence, the positive and negative polarities neutralize, thus draining batteries at a rapid rate…which makes smoke alarms scream until their batteries are changed). It certainly disrupts systems that send out automated messages, as in the case of password reset emails, or unexplained texts.
Humans will, of course, try to find a logical explanation for these occurrences. We’re taught to find proof so that we can file things away in neat compartments of validity. So in the case such as the mysterious overnight text messages, humanity arrived at a physical explanation for the “glitch.”
But what created the action that created the glitch in the first place? You can trace it back and back to its originating force, but here is where humanity lacks the detecting instruments for such forces. Have you noticed that when we run into a scientific brick wall, the whole situation is often brushed under the rug?
In a holographic system, there is never only one single explanation for anything. With everything interconnected, the forces that move energy can originate from multiple places in the Universe rather than just from one; and when the soup is stirred, the new combination of forces creates a new environment entirely.
This is where we are on Earth right now. Receiving energy from multiple origins, and stirring the soup to incorporate it all. So what does that mean for you here on the ground?
With each mysterious “glitch” that inspires a line of questions, you’re given the opportunity to check out the temperature of the soup. Take a spoonful and see if new, inexplicable, random things occurring have meaning for you, and resist the effort to immediately search for a logical explanation for it.
Rather than asking “how did it happen?” consider asking “Why did it happen?”
Here’s the answer I got when I asked myself this question about the text message sent without my permission:
“Consider how you take responsibility for your own actions.”
These things are not random if they show up in your life. There is a part of you that communicates through symbols, which can embody multiple applications in meaning.
Remember that your world is not random. Our Universe is an intricate holographic orchestration, coordinating interactions between people, places and events that serve all involved, always. Will you look deeper, or will you settle for the most “logical” explanation for a seemingly random occurrence?
There is no right answer because there are an infinite number of answers! You get to decide what relevance you give an event, and you then get to create from there.
As you continue your inner work, your sense of power will return to you. You’ll be more in control of what happens in your surroundings.
The process of awakening entails learning to love yourself. Through introspection and review of your current world overview, you will replace current non-serving beliefs with better ones. This changes your perspective and returns your personal power back to you.
Let’s use an analogy to make it easier.
Have you seen the movie The Truman Show?
In the film, Truman navigates a world that appears completely real to him. From his perspective, the surroundings are completely solid and natural. But to those in the control room situated in the “moon,” the scenario looks much different. They can modify the weather, and the length of the days, and who interacts with Truman, among other things.
Each individual, depending on their viewpoint, has a different concept of reality. Those in the control room know that Truman’s world is illusory. When their work day is finished, they leave the control room to go home to their families, and experience what they believe is the REAL reality.
Now let’s compare that to the way we live on Earth. The situation is similar, in that there is a part of you that navigates your physical world with the belief that this is the one and only reality. There is also a part of you in the control room that is well aware that the reality the physical you is experiencing is malleable and illusory. You could even go a step further, and be Christof (interesting name choice, eh?), the planner of it all. These are all aspects of yourself, living on different levels, experiencing life from different viewpoints. All are valid to the one experiencing it.
As you evolve, you will identify more with those in the control room. And as you further evolve, you’ll also invite Truman up to the moon, where he can learn all about the elements of his world and how it was manipulated to give him a particular experience. But it doesn’t stop there.
For as your perspective grows, so will the collaboration.
Not only will Truman be a regular visitor to the control room, but he’ll also start helping decide how his environment is controlled. He’ll ally with Christof to orchestrate his preferred weather, the experiences he’d like to have, and define who he’d like to meet “down there.” They’ll be pooling resources, and together they’ll create an environment that enriches the lives of all involved.
This is where you’re headed. You are much like Truman, albeit not a prisoner unless you believe that you are. You are also those in the control room, who want you to enjoy varied experiences. And you are also Christof, who contemplates life as an art.
So view life from the grandest vista you can imagine. It’s your show.
Others call this the Mandela Effect, and great debates occur when opposing sides believe that their interpretation is the only truth. The truth is that BOTH are true…it’s WE who are doing the changing, from one current truth to another via our own personal perspective.