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Trigger Message: Wearing the Inside Out

When humans have a question, they research.

Since the Industrial Revolution (with which I have a long-standing beef), we have deferred to academics, corporate heads, and the media as the messiahs of what is “truth.”

It started with an intentional power imbalance among society:

  • rich vs poor
  • intelligent vs ignorant
  • beautiful vs ugly
  • royalty vs commoner

This power imbalance allows personalities like you–while in your natural, non-physical state–to choose a set of circumstances in which to incarnate.  You had ideas about which role you’d like to play, and you chose one based on your interests, areas of development, and the individual and collective pursuit of joy.

It doesn’t really matter which “side” you chose, because either side will provide you with growth.  As you rebalance the energy (also called karma) that is You Focusing on an Earth Life Right Now, you will learn to love life in all its forms.

On your path of remembrance (welcome Soul, we have been waiting for you!) you will question everything that you thought was real.  You will start by using external sources like this article–as you were taught to do–to find your answers.

Information in many forms has been placed here for you to stumble upon.  Who sent it?

This is what you are here to discover.

Following is the information placed here for you to read:

<begin message>


Trigger Message

What you are reading right now was sent to you, by you, for just this moment.

You search for information out there because you do not yet trust yourself in here to provide you with the Truth.

The Truth comes from inside of you.  Your Truth need not be anyone else’s Truth.

You make up your Truth as you go along.

With every thought, you create your truth in that moment.  Observe your thoughts in each moment, and see what fuels them.

Search your outside environment to see what WAS, for everything that you see there was created by your “past” thoughts.

And then search your internal environment to see what IS, for this landscape forms that which you will see outside of you.

Practice maintaining focus on your present thoughts:

“What is happening now? How do I feel?”

Then acknowledge all answers, and love them.  Maybe some forgiveness. Maybe some tears.

And finally: think of what makes you smile.  Giggle, even. Stay there as long as possible. When you can, then you’ve rebalanced. Then perhaps, move on.

Soon, what you see “out there” will reflect those smiles and giggles in a multitude of ways.  It must. It’s Law.

You are learning to trust yourself.

You were forgetful, but now you remember:

You are Wearing the Inside Out in all moments.


</end message>

 

Expect that your wild online search for answers will taper off; you will consult external sources in fewer and fewer moments.  You will instead begin to invent your truth based on what you’d like to experience, and what feels authentic to you.  Don’t expect things to happen in order: solutions and answers may come before the actual challenge; you are also learning about the true nature of Time.

There are those of us who have made promises to the “Larger part of you” to plant some seeds.  If you attend to these seeds, they grow.  If you ignore them, they sit latent, waiting for you to revisit at any moment that you so choose.

The angels and the villains—no matter which costume we wear—we do this for you, in love.

If you let one seed grow, let it be the acceptance of the love that is available to you at all times.

 

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Life on Earth,

Cancelled Plans: Are You Bummed?

So you’re excited about some upcoming plans.  You’re visualizing how much fun you will have, counting down until the big day.

And then…..for some reason outside of your control, they’re cancelled.

How do you feel?

Perhaps you feel disappointed, or jinxed, or worse….cursed.

“Nothing ever works out for me.”

Well, we all know that’s not true, but even if it were, that belief is simply an idea you’re having about it.  And since your reality is created from your beliefs, that statement may set you running off in directions you probably don’t want to go.

In a world that is NOT random, those cancelled plans occurred for the benefit of all.

Sometimes, however, you might have to look for those benefits, because the Universe can be quite subtle.  Those benefits are also in clear view, mind you, but you may have limitations that keep you from seeing them. It’s a dichotomy, to say the least.

Let’s take an example and view it from two angles.

My friend Krystal fosters cats rescued from really bad situations.  She just got a new kitten, and she invited me to meet him!  This, to me, is like visiting royalty, so we made plans for cat-cuddling, brunch, and Lavender Pear Martinis.

All week I looked forward to driving my underused car up north.  After all of those trying times during the work week—like when that one guy refuses to mute himself on a giant Zoom meeting, and the whole presentation is riddled with feedback—there was my cat-hugging session to look forward to when the weekend came.

The night before kitten-cuddling day, Krystal sent an apologetic text.  She had to cancel.  She had finally found a home for Molly, an older cat she rescued from a really, really bad situation.  Molly is 15, deaf, and has kidney failure; and yet she still pours her love on anyone that comes into her line of vision.  In other words, a Lightworker in the cat realm. This was a great day for Krystal, who had been looking for a long time for exactly the right person to welcome Molly into their home.

So no kitten (or Molly) cuddling for me.  No brunch.  No martinis.

So why would the Universe “take away” something we’re looking forward to?

Because it serves us to do so.  Not just you as the observer, but everyone involved.  Otherwise, it wouldn’t happen.  Now this sudden change may not appear to be of service at first glance, but that’s if you’re looking from a 3D perspective.  If you choose to view the situation from higher levels, you’ll always see a more expansive reason for the occurrence.

Of course the human part may feel disappointed, let down.  This is the result of having specific expectations about how an event will unfold.  From a higher perspective, we’re learning that change is a constant.  Expectations will always keep us in a limited box of possibilities, when we need not be.

When we can review the situation from multiple angles, the inherent lessons become clear. Compassion is a big theme right now on Earth, so that’s a good place to start.

Can you extend yourself past any initial disappointment to celebrate another’s triumphs?

When you can, then you are a Master.

 

Kimberly

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Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

Why There Are No Centaurs Roaming The Plains

Is it possible to have too much of a good thing?

Atlantis was a civilization including incarnates who wanted the challenge of “having it all.”  Beauty, peace, free energy, artistic expression, advanced technology.

Sounds perfect, yes?  So what is the inherent challenge in having everything you could possibly dream of?

Here is one answer, although certainly not the only one:

Boredom.

Those of us still embodying Orion energy in a big way (here’s how to tell) really do love a challenge.  Yeah, cruising around this beautiful planet on a 75-foot yacht sounds like a great way to enjoy Earth, and it is.  Yet that’s not ALL there is; and with Earth’s multitude of available adventure paths, many of us come here to create experiences with a wide variety of uncertainty.

This is a badass’ way of practicing navigation in a quantum state; for uncertainty is one of the three elements of quantum physics we are exploring on Earth at this time. (The other two are inseparability and possibility)*

When everything is going along smoothly, an unexamined human mind can fall back to old patterns of needing something to do.

When it does, we send out a message to the Universe that we need a little something to kickstart a new experience.  For those of us who have done “incarnation time” during the period of Atlantis, we’ve got plenty of events in our cellular memory to choose from.  We can therefore revive that energy, and tailor it to appear in our current timeline.  Tragedy. Devastation. Separation.  Pandemics. War.

The inhabitants of Atlantis originally (in linear terms) had achieved a place of balance:  recognition of their true nature (divine beings with the ability to create anything that they could conceive of), as well as advanced technology to make their lives effortless on the physical plane.

So the mind, free of the programmed survival issues that we currently experience in our timeline, had room to dream.

In a free-will zone, anything one can conceive of, can take form.

Beautiful, inclusive, expansive things.  And also ugly, exclusive and exploitative things.  Universal Law doesn’t discern.  It provides, because we are free to create as we please.

When everything that one can conceive of that is beautiful has been experienced, the restless mind can start to wander in the other direction.  “What is over here?” it asks, and with the focus on it, consciousness turns the intention into physical form.  This is how humanity has chosen to experience polarity; and the cyclical nature of our development (which is in actuality an upward spiral, since we are always expanding from each experience) repeats itself on those timelines.

Unity. Value of Life. Timelessness. Then boredom. Re-creation of polarity…just for a little bit of fun…and then back to unity.

We are at this time in Earth’s development where humanity can once again make a choice.  Are we still bored, and still needing to create from the perspective of polarity just to feel alive?  This question extends beyond the corporeal physical form that’s reading this now.  It is a question for your soul–the larger part of you that knows exactly why you’re here, and that loves to grow from the choices you make.

There are an infinite number of timelines from which to choose.

If you are waiting for The Event, for example, your choice of timelines will most likely include strife, while society sorts things out.  The takedown of the government, sealed indictments, a worldwide monetary system.  Or perhaps, you’re waiting for extraterrestrials to come save us from our own mess.  Plenty of strife there, while governments hide “the truth” and the public suffers from it.

If you are on the New Earth timeline, then things look much sunnier.  You might still be hoping for extraterrestrials (they are here, I promise!) but on a more unified level.  Not saviors, but companions in this giant co-creative production that we call Earth.  You’ll create within the framework of Oneness, with the aim that all are served, all are provided for, and all feel love.

So why did Atlantis fall?

The civilization enjoyed its spirally cycle, and when the individuals experienced all of the beneficial feelings of physical life on the planet, some chose to experience the opposite.  There were those that chose to forget the value of life, and experimented with exploitation of free will.  Enter your mermaids, your centaurs and your other mythical beings.

This is why your current timeline, if you are reading this, probably doesn’t include such mystical beings roaming the plains in herds, or popping up on the beach.  It’s because they were created outside of their own free will; resulting in painful cellular structures from the unnatural manipulation of DNA used to create them.

And the collective as a whole, decided to put these practices to an end.  Cataclysm ensued.

This is how consciousness experiences rebalance, or what we call karma.  It’s expansion from the repercussions of a Choice.

 

Nearly 12,000 years later, we have returned to the Choice Point.

Although it looks different now, with Social Media taking form as a modern-day tool.  Many of us cast out our intentions multiple times daily through those channels; and thus we initiate new avenues of creation through the words that we say, type and tweet.

From my perspective as the messenger between the two periods, we’re getting it right this time.  We’ve decided, as a collective, that we won’t follow the path that the Atlantean expression chose.  Unity sounds like much more fun, and perhaps a pandemic (or a PLANdemic, if you love Conspiracy Theory) was what it took for many of us to finally examine what’s going on in our own minds.

Again, it’s always your choice.  You get to pick your timeline, and what you experience on it.

If you prefer to live in a world with Centaurs, and Mermaids and Unicorns, it’s possible.

Setting the intention to experience these interactions from a positive perspective, without needing to exploit free will to get there, will start the ball rolling.  There are plenty of souls in the non-physical who are perfectly happy to give you that experience by taking those forms for you.

It’s looking much sunnier on my timeline than the news will tell you.  If you are still watching the news, then chances are you are still living out the repercussions of your time in Atlantis.  Think about this and ask yourself if that spiral is fun.  If not, there are plenty of other places to put your attention.

You, Soul, get to make a Choice, always and forever.  Love to you.

 

Kimberly

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*An excellent audiobook on modern-day Quantum navigation:

 

If you would like to learn more about Atlantis, I recommend The Convoluted Universe by Dolores Cannon.

 

These links may pay me a small affiliate commission if you choose to purchase them.  If so, thank you.

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Life on Earth, Oneness,

Happening Now: Rebalancing The Loss of Someone

If you have lost a child, a sibling, or a partner in your current incarnation, this Equinox might unearth old memories.

Humanity has thrived on loss for a very long time.  It is one of the reasons we chose to incarnate here: for the contrast.  In a dualistic Universe, you won’t know joy unless you know its counterpart, despair.

 

We have chosen to play out loss in many fashions: death, illness, infidelity.

You can associate any event or interaction you experience with “joy” or with “loss”…depending on your personal world view at the time it happened.

This equinox is providing the momentum for rebalancing those losses.

 

If negative memories are resurfacing

Remember this: You were a different person when you stored those devastating experiences in the “loss” category.  And the new person that you are in this moment, is able to review those events with new eyes…and new understanding.  You’ll see benefits from the event—such as how much stronger you have become because of it—and you can recategorize this event as a positive experience rather than as a loss.

On a collective level, your rebalancing of these memories helps heal the world.

Your memory recall, and review from the perspective of the Newer You, creates an energetic rebalancing of your signature.  And your signature is what affects everything—and everyone—around you.  You are, in truth, healing the world when you heal yourself. As each signature rises in frequency through rebalancing, so does the collective’s signature as a whole.

 

Remembering those you lost.

They are never away from you.  They are aspects of you, and they remain with you, to resurface simply through your focus on them.  Those that chose to leave the physical before you wanted them to, did so because it served all involved. Sometimes it takes a few years of linear time to recognize how that loss has benefited you. Places to start:  Expectations, Unconditional Love, Abandonment.

 

You are never alone.  Ever.  If you are reading this, know that these words were written by someone who is also feeling these experiences along with you.  I’ve lost some big things, too:  Everything I owned from a hurricane.  A beloved partner.  And a child.  We, together, are helping the rest of humanity to rebalance themselves; even if they don’t know what “energy” even is.

With this rebalancing, you are remembering how to use negative emotions to create something positive.  This is alchemy.

 

Your gift to this world is immense, and from those who don’t have mouths to speak, there is applause for your courage and dedication to your fellow humans.

 

May love find its way to you in all forms.

 

Kimberly

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For those who feel the calling to explore new guidance, you may want to check out Paul Selig‘s books.

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Featured, Life on Earth,

Should You Tell The Bank About Its Mistake?

So you are practicing your integrity.  Paying things off, fulfilling obligations…

And one day, you notice that your credit card balance has decreased, but no money never left your bank account.

Even after a few days, your bank balance hasn’t decreased.  Stroke of luck, you think!  Free money!

But is it?

On the awakening path, situations like this will pop up to give you the opportunity to decide Who You Are.  Now I’m not here to tell you the “right” thing to do, because what’s right for you might not be what’s right for me.

Yet I will tell you this:

Everything you do has ramifications.

There could be two lines of thinking in a situation such as this one:

You manifested money!

…or….

You’re stealing.

 

Now both of these are just assumptions we apply in our heads, based on historical occurrences, stuff your parents taught you, and good old GUILT.

 

Each time, you get to decide how you’ll respond.

Don’t forget now, you’ve got inner guidance available to you whenever you ask for it. How do you get clear guidance that satisfies your inner self’s need to evolve towards a more unified existence?  Go for the win.

“What serves everyone involved?”

If you’re of the “Money Changer” viewpoint in which banks are dirty crooks that deserve a kick in the pants whenever possible, you may decide that you deserve that money, and never bring the transaction up.  You’ve manifested a stroke of good luck after all, and Finders Keepers, right?

If you’re focusing on integrity, it may not be such a clear cut decision.  For you are aware of an inconsistency that could affect someone else.  Maybe someone at the bank loses his job because of it.  Maybe someone else paid their credit card bill with the last funds they had to their name, and you got credit for it.

So what could you do?  You can run a few scenarios through your head, and see how they make you feel in the gut.

You might call customer support and report this inconsistency.  It’s likely that they will be very taken aback that you’ve called, for I’ve been told it’s rare.  They might put in a ticket for investigation, and a day later, you may see the funds withdrawn from your account.  You’ve rebalanced the scale.

Or, you might do nothing, and wait for it to rebalance itself.  This often happens, so why bother calling customer support at all?

Because you made the effort to rebalance an inequity in your awareness.  And that makes all the difference.  The simple act of making the attempt to bring the inconsistency to light is the key here.  In my own experience, it’s gone both ways.

This can happen in all sorts of scenarios besides paying a credit card bill, such as a missing package that’s shown up after you’ve already been refunded for it.  I once got double Victoria’s Secret underwear when I got to keep the replacement package–and the original when it finally arrived–simply by letting them know about it.

It’s always up to you, you see.  And every situation is different.  Ask yourself, and trust yourself.  Do you feel OK taking the money (or the underwear), or whatever you’ve received?  Remembering that you’re unified with everyone else will help you navigate through a decision.

You’re creating your reality, and you’re here to grow.  No matter which decision you make, you’re sure to expand from it.

 

Love to you.

 

Kimberly

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….and just as I finished writing this article, I received another one:

A refund for a package I’d already received.  This is a great example of the Universe giving me a little nudge.

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Life on Earth, Videos,

Video: Connecting with Others on the Light Grid

The Light Grid offers awakened souls a new level of communication. This is a universal medium filled with symbols that create a collective bank for all beings to use. All the symbols are born from the “collective agreement” that offer connotation and means of communicating through them. Just as we all know that a black cat = a bad omen, the Light Grid is the language of symbolism.

As you go beyond the stereotypical 5 senses, you may reach the creational level of our existence. Here, you are the ultimate creator of your reality. Visualization is the key to it. Here, you can access the Light Grid either with a Cintamani Stone or by yourself. At this point, you are tuned in to hear messages from the Light Grid.

So, why would you want to connect with other lightworkers or creatures from other dimensions on this level? Well, now you should know that you have friends there who will help you to reach your goals!

In this video, learn from Kimberly how to reach a higher frequency to be privy to the language. Take notice of the transmission, a Holographic Instruction this time. It contains guidance for accessing the symbolism. Aside from it, you can access the information from the channel, the environment, and the people around you.

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Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Are You Man Enough? Why?

It’s clear that something has gone terribly wrong with men striving to be Man Enough.

We see evidence of this everywhere, and it begs the question: What can men do about it?
This article offers men a blueprint for cleansing themselves from the pressures of toxic masculinity and forging a path to self-actualization.

Choose Your Social Circle

One noteworthy step in my spiritual progression occurred when I decided to clean out my social closet. This was prompted by one simple piece of advice that came from a fellow man I met online. To paraphrase his main point:
“When you don’t want to take part in a social norm, the greatest and only power you have is to walk away. And if you’re afraid of being alone, you don’t even have that.”
When he said this, I suddenly realized how much power could be gained from overcoming my fear of being cut off or isolated from others.
From that moment on, I raised the bar for the kind of people I wanted to surround myself with, favoring inspiring books over fake friends. You can do the same.

Stop Being a Hero

As men, we desire a sense of certainty about how we understand the world and choose to navigate through it. The cliché of men not wanting to ask for directions comes from our instinct to lead others.
Programmed to view the role of “follower” as emasculating, we all grab frantically at the helm of humanity, failing to synchronize with each other or our female counterparts.
We do this because making a change and taking directions from others means admitting that we don’t have all the answers and need others to help us find our way. It also means forgiving ourselves for being imperfect.
If we truly want to be of service, we need to start by giving ourselves some slack and listening to others.

Takeaways

If you want to make a lasting change, it’s important that you don’t just leave this article without setting an intention. Start your transformation by putting pen to paper, writing down your own takeaways from the following points:

If you feel like people in your social circle are negative and putting pressure on you to conform, start letting them go. Letting go of them is how you will begin to let go of who you think you are.

Recognize that it’s perfectly acceptable not to know who you are or who you want to be. Not knowing is a state of emptiness that empowers you with the receptive capacity to discover and choose who you want to be.

Find your heroes and follow them. These are people you aspire to emulate and connect with. It doesn’t matter if you connect directly with them. What matters is that you listen to them. By doing this, you’re forging a relationship with those heroes and using their example as a model to live by.

© Michael Brewer

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

I’m Done With That! So Why is It Still Showing Up?

You change realities every time you make a new choice.

Little choices, and big choices.  All choices.

With each decision you make, you transform into a completely new person; and you move to another version of Earth that supports the revised “You.”  Maybe you faced a fear, or got rid of an annoying habit. Maybe you withheld judgment when you normally would have cast dagger eyes at another’s behavior.

Despite your being on a new version of Earth, it might not look all that different to you, at first glance. With your new attitude and all, you’ll expect more of the things you desire to start showing up in your physical world…and quickly.  You have made a big change!

But instead, you could see the same old things you’ve been seeing, and it’s easy to conclude that the Law of Attraction only works some of the time.  Or for everyone except for you.  Or…never…if you sink down to the emotional basement and wallow.

So why do indications of the old “You” still show up even though you’ve made changes?

Let’s take an imaginary walk through a forest, along a nice flat path.  You are enjoying the nature around you, maybe touching a tree here and there, surrounded by chirping birds.  You’re in appreciation and it’s a good place.

Walk a little further, and you see something up ahead.  It’s dull and metal, an eyesore.  As you walk closer, you see it’s an empty soda can, thrown in the foliage alongside your serene path.

Maybe your tranquility comes to a halt, and your mind turns to thoughts that are not so positive.  “Who would do that?” “Why would someone be so careless as to leave this here?” “Humans are hopeless.”

I’ve been there, and I know how good vibes can come to a halt when faced with something we find incomprehensible.

Yet nothing in your purview is random. Even evidence of behavior you don’t exhibit.

You may not be a person that throws cans on the ground. Yet I’m guessing that sometime, somewhere, you threw something on the ground and didn’t care to pick it up.  If you can honestly say you have never done this (put a “Saint” in front of your name), then I can guarantee that you know someone who has.  It has been a part of your reality at some point in time.

The appearance of an object like this, which I call fallout, is a glimpse of another’s reality.  Since we’re all connected and sharing a collective landscape, we “bump up against each other” every once in a while due to previous associations. It’s leftover evidence of a previous version of “You.”

But why, if we’re no longer choosing that reality?

You’re seeing that can there, to gauge how you’ll respond to seeing it.

So, you have choices:

  • To remember your can-throwing days, and concede that people change if they want to. You did!
  • To judge the can-thrower as an un-evolved troglodyte.
  • To observe your feelings about the event with neutrality.

Neutrality is, of course, the least resistant path.  And how you respond to this event is what determines which reality you will choose next.  A compassionate or neutral choice, and you’ll aim yourself towards a timeline in which you’ll see fewer and fewer indications of such past versions of “You.”

If there’s outrage, then you’ve shown the Universe that you choose to continue taking part in that reality and “more cans will you see,” in Yoda terms.

 

When a storm ends, it takes a while for the dust to settle.

In the meantime, you’ll see such things so you can confirm that they are not what you prefer anymore.  By continuing to focus on what you do want to experience (tree touching, birds singing), then the fallout will stop appearing as you build momentum towards the more preferred reality.

There are a whole lot of versions of “You” out there.  So when something you’re “finished with” reappears, remember that there are others still partaking in a reality you’ve experienced.  Even though you left that timeline, it still continues on—in both directions—without you.  It’s your choice whether or not you opt to go back and visit.

 

 

Kimberly

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Life on Earth, Oneness, The Esoteric,

The Kitchen Spider: Guidance From The Web

When I was a little girl, a gentle being with large eyes told me that I would never be without a spider.

This statement didn’t fit in anywhere until early adulthood, after I’d had a few changes of residence under my belt.  The being was right; everywhere I live, a spider sets up shop in my kitchen. They are usually black widows, which wield the fiercest symbolism among all of the fearsome options in the spider kingdom.

My current kitchen spider has been with me for two years. She lives beneath the floor lamp that lights my artistic workspace, and after all this time, we’ve come to know each other well.

 

Why do spiders show up?

Bugs have historically been a source of terror for humans. Scapegoats, in my opinion, along with the snakes…they’ve been given a bad rap.  Think about it: When was the last time one lunged out of the corner to attack you?

Yet those who view the world as a dangerous place will be the first to squash them when they appear in spaces that we call “our own.”

Any sense of invasion is a fallacy, of course; for if a spider shows up in your environment, it is just as valid a part of your creation as the lamp it lives beneath. You may love it or hate it, or something in between, but it’s you who put it there.

How does squashing the things that you fear work for you?

 

Here’s a common response when I discuss my arachnid friend:

“But it’s just a spider.”

Everything you see, hear, feel and experience is a part of you. If you have labeled something as “Just a…. (anything),” then you have concluded that your existence is more valuable than someone else’s.

Expect this to come back to you.

 

So before you pull out the shoe, observe the spider from another level.

Bend down and look at it.  It’s safe…most of them don’t jump…(wink).

Ask yourself some questions:

Why is it there? What do spiders represent for me? How do I feel about them being in my space?

Such reflections will become standard for you as you awaken, for you’ll want to consciously apply your lessons to multiple levels. You’ll be addressing the creepiness enforced by social conditioning/Hollywood movies (physical level); exploring appropriate symbolism specific to you (emotional level); and taking responsibility for what shows up in your life (creational level).

 

Here are some common spiritual themes that may invoke a spider in your world:

The value of life in all forms. Does it deserve to live?
The right to live in a specific space. Is it impinging on my territory?
Victimhood. Is it out to kill me?
Powerlessness. What if it bites me while I’m sleeping?

My guides call the spiders “Veterans.”  After all, they lose everything each time the cleaning lady makes a good sweep (which apparently mine doesn’t), and they immediately set up home again when the coast is clear.  A representation of your own inherent qualities, if you choose to activate them.

 

Establishing a relationship with your kitchen spider

Consider how our indigenous cultures live in unison with the nature around them. Earth offers many examples of such symbiotic relationships.  If they can do it, then we all can do it.

…and realize that you may come to like the little bugger. What once was an irrational fear turns to curiosity, and then to fondness, and then to its own kind of love.

Even if spiders still scare you, adopting a “you don’t bother me, and I won’t bother you” attitude will yield some very positive results.  See what happens when you do this.  If you have children, introduce them to the spider, and discuss it with a sense of wonder rather than fear. The animal kingdom is quite receptive to a welcome environment, and respect is returned in kind.  If fear for your child’s safety overpowers everything else, then move the spider to a jar for rehoming outside.  This demonstrates respect for the well-being of everyone involved, while illuminating your current belief systems along the way.  Incidentally, my grown son has a kitchen spider of his own.

Your attention to repairing relationships with “Others That Scare You” sends out a powerful message to the Universe.  It shows your dedication to transformation for a more unified co-existence.  This intention calls immense power to you, for use in spinning your own Web of Creation…one based in integrity and respect for those who share your world.

All this…from “just a spider.”

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

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About the art associated with this post.

“Here’s What Happens When You Channel a Spider” is a digital watercolor I created while connecting with my kitchen spider. Her messages arrive in bold images, colorful, and overlapping. She calls me “pig.”

Should you choose to read further about spider symbolism, check out Spirit-Animals.com.
Should you wish to order a print of the spider’s art, you can find it at my ArtStation site.

 

 

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

When An Item You’ve Lost Suddenly Reappears

It’s happened to us all at least once. You leave something on the dresser, and when you come back to look for it, it’s nowhere to be found.

You may search frantically, and finally when you give up and call it lost…there it is, sitting right on the dresser just where you left it.

Oh, the confusion!  Why does it have to be so hard to be human?  Why do these things happen?  Why mess with our minds like that?

Remember, everything you experience on Earth has an inherent lesson.  And we’re talking about lessons on all levels of creation, ranging from the physical you, to your Higher Self, and beyond.  Yes, even your Higher Selves are learning lessons.

Let’s run through a scenario that I experienced a few weeks ago.  It began with a pair of lost earrings, which I kept in a small plastic bag.  A year ago, I’d gone on a frantic search for them, for I’d finally had something to wear them with.  They’d gone years in that tiny plastic bag, passed over for other jewelry that I liked better.  And when I finally needed them…they were nowhere to be found.

I moved across town, and the lost earrings fell away from my attention.  Fast forward two years, and one Sunday morning as I passed my open bedroom door, I noticed something on the carpet just outside of my slightly ajar closet door.  The small plastic bag containing my earrings.

 

earrings on floor

 

The mind charged full on, up that first hill of the roller coaster.  Up, up, WTF, how?

 

As humans we must find an immediate explanation for everything.  We are logical creatures!  It is only right that we know the truth!

We’ll access all the files of our belief systems, in a frantic search for an explanation that correlates with our current world view.  And yet there will be some that we just can’t file neatly away with simple answers.

Such experiences encourage introspection.  So let’s take a look at three levels of awareness and see what we can learn from our disappearing item.

First we ask ourselves a question:

Why are these earrings, that have been missing for years, suddenly here on the bedroom floor?

Note that the question begins with “why” rather than “how.”  We want to form the question to include symbolic explanations as well as physical ones. By using “why” you are asking the question to a level of Self that has access to a broader perspective than the Self standing there with a plastic bag and a dumbfounded look.

Now, hang out for a sec, with the item in your hand.  It has energy, and you are reading it.

Answers will most likely start on the 3D physical level.  This is to reduce fear while in the “freak-out” stage, which is when a physical explanation is required to calm your anxiety.

 

“Blame it on the cat.  She must have found them stuffed for safe keeping in one of my seldom-worn shoes, and turned them into a toy to bat around.  She bores quickly, so they weren’t too far from the closet.”

Explanations in physical terms are a fail-safe; they provide you with an answer that will settle your mind.  This may be as far as you’re currently willing to go with this experience, and you could go on with your day.  You’ll have your explanation that fits into your world view, and your sense of reality is restored.

But do your best to experience the full roller coaster ride.   Let yourself whiz down that first hill and see what arises.

 

The next level is what I call 4D.  This is the intuitive part of you. 

The one that senses things, and feels things even though you can’t explain them.  It’s the part of you that concedes that there are forms of life that you can’t see, but you can still experience.

“Oh, thank goodness! I have guardian angels helping me along.  They returned my lost earrings!”

Here, you’ve confirmed your beliefs that things happen in realms outside of your physical one.  You’re being watched over.  At this level, you will work on any lingering beliefs about demonic possession, people observing you without your permission, and personal safety.

Let’s go higher, and see what your 5D self is wanting you to see.

At the 5D level you are exploring symbolism.

“What do my missing earrings symbolize?”

All of the belongings surrounding us have energy.  And while they are in our environment, we are responsible for that energy.  Is there someone who would use that item every day?  I bet there is; and by hoarding things we withhold those gifts from a fellow human.

They are also symbols of my ability to attract things into my life.  Everything vibrates at a particular frequency.  And for years, this item was outside of my frequency.  What is the difference between the Me that couldn’t see this item, and the Me that can?

How does it make you feel that you’ve withheld this energy? Guilty? Sad? Unevolved? Here are more areas to explore.

 

You can expand our perspective even higher, if you get quiet and allow it. 

But don’t fall into the “I’m getting nowhere” trap if you can’t raise your perception higher than 5D.  You’ll get flashes of it now and then, which will make higher levels of awareness easier upon your next conscious attempt. Here’s a hint:  You’re controlling all of it.

I’ve listed some areas below to help you explore this phenomenon according to your chosen level of consciousness.  Hopefully the questions will guide you inside to find the reasoning behind your lost item.

And, that lost item!  I guarantee that no matter what it is that you lost and recovered, you will look at it differently forever more.  It’s intended that way; to remind you that there is indeed magic everywhere you look—and also where you don’t look. And that magic is YOU.

 

 

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Areas to explore if you have experienced the return of a lost item:

Lessons on the 3D level:

Must you always have a physical explanation for any occurrence?  Why?
Do you believe that there is only one answer for any occurrence? Who told you that?
What happens if you can’t find an explanation for this occurrence?

 

Lessons on the 4D level:

Can I concede that I can’t explain this occurrence just yet?
Do Others have power over me?
Do Others have powers that I don’t have? (St. Anthony, or Archangel Chamuel, for example?)
Can they see more than I can see?
Who are these Others?  Are they mirrors of me?

 

Lessons on the 5D level:

Is this an item you love? If not, why is it here?
How long was this item gone before you missed it? Are you rightfully managing this energy (including time)?
What is the disparity of frequency between the You that could see them and the You that couldn’t?
What is the energy of the missing item?  Sad?  Nostalgic?
Does it represent a period in your life needing release?
Does it remind you of something you need to get done?

Remember: when you love your props, more props show up.