So you are practicing your integrity. Paying things off, fulfilling obligations…
And one day, you notice that your credit card balance has decreased, but no money never left your bank account.
Even after a few days, your bank balance hasn’t decreased. Stroke of luck, you think! Free money!
But is it?
On the awakening path, situations like this will pop up to give you the opportunity to decide Who You Are. Now I’m not here to tell you the “right” thing to do, because what’s right for you might not be what’s right for me.
Yet I will tell you this:
Everything you do has ramifications.
There could be two lines of thinking in a situation such as this one:
You manifested money!
Now both of these are just assumptions we apply in our heads, based on historical occurrences, stuff your parents taught you, and good old GUILT.
Each time, you get to decide how you’ll respond.
Don’t forget now, you’ve got inner guidance available to you whenever you ask for it. How do you get clear guidance that satisfies your inner self’s need to evolve towards a more unified existence? Go for the win.
“What serves everyone involved?”
If you’re of the “Money Changer” viewpoint in which banks are dirty crooks that deserve a kick in the pants whenever possible, you may decide that you deserve that money, and never bring the transaction up. You’ve manifested a stroke of good luck after all, and Finders Keepers, right?
If you’re focusing on integrity, it may not be such a clear cut decision. For you are aware of an inconsistency that could affect someone else. Maybe someone at the bank loses his job because of it. Maybe someone else paid their credit card bill with the last funds they had to their name, and you got credit for it.
So what could you do? You can run a few scenarios through your head, and see how they make you feel in the gut.
You might call customer support and report this inconsistency. It’s likely that they will be very taken aback that you’ve called, for I’ve been told it’s rare. They might put in a ticket for investigation, and a day later, you may see the funds withdrawn from your account. You’ve rebalanced the scale.
Or, you might do nothing, and wait for it to rebalance itself. This often happens, so why bother calling customer support at all?
Because you made the effort to rebalance an inequity in your awareness. And that makes all the difference. The simple act of making the attempt to bring the inconsistency to light is the key here. In my own experience, it’s gone both ways.
This can happen in all sorts of scenarios besides paying a credit card bill, such as a missing package that’s shown up after you’ve already been refunded for it. I once got double Victoria’s Secret underwear when I got to keep the replacement package–and the original when it finally arrived–simply by letting them know about it.
It’s always up to you, you see. And every situation is different. Ask yourself, and trust yourself. Do you feel OK taking the money (or the underwear), or whatever you’ve received? Remembering that you’re unified with everyone else will help you navigate through a decision.
When I was a little girl, a gentle being with large eyes told me that I would never be without a spider.
This statement didn’t fit in anywhere until early adulthood, after I’d had a few changes of residence under my belt. The being was right; everywhere I live, a spider sets up shop in my kitchen. They are usually black widows, which wield the fiercest symbolism among all of the fearsome options in the spider kingdom.
My current kitchen spider has been with me for two years. She lives beneath the floor lamp that lights my artistic workspace, and after all this time, we’ve come to know each other well.
Why do spiders show up?
Bugs have historically been a source of terror for humans. Scapegoats, in my opinion, along with the snakes…they’ve been given a bad rap. Think about it: When was the last time one lunged out of the corner to attack you?
Yet those who view the world as a dangerous place will be the first to squash them when they appear in spaces that we call “our own.”
Any sense of invasion is a fallacy, of course; for if a spider shows up in your environment, it is just as valid a part of your creation as the lamp it lives beneath. You may love it or hate it, or something in between, but it’s you who put it there.
How does squashing the things that you fear work for you?
Everything you see, hear, feel and experience is a part of you. If you have labeled something as “Just a…. (anything),” then you have concluded that your existence is more valuable than someone else’s.
Expect this to come back to you.
So before you pull out the shoe, observe the spider from another level.
Bend down and look at it. It’s safe…most of them don’t jump…(wink).
Ask yourself some questions:
Why is it there? What do spiders represent for me? How do I feel about them being in my space?
Such reflections will become standard for you as you awaken, for you’ll want to consciously apply your lessons to multiple levels. You’ll be addressing the creepiness enforced by social conditioning/Hollywood movies (physical level); exploring appropriate symbolism specific to you (emotional level); and taking responsibility for what shows up in your life (creational level).
Here are some common spiritual themes that may invoke a spider in your world:
The value of life in all forms. Does it deserve to live?
The right to live in a specific space. Is it impinging on my territory?
Victimhood. Is it out to kill me?
Powerlessness. What if it bites me while I’m sleeping?
My guides call the spiders “Veterans.” After all, they lose everything each time the cleaning lady makes a good sweep (which apparently mine doesn’t), and they immediately set up home again when the coast is clear. A representation of your own inherent qualities, if you choose to activate them.
Establishing a relationship with your kitchen spider
Consider how our indigenous cultures live in unison with the nature around them. Earth offers many examples of such symbiotic relationships. If they can do it, then we all can do it.
…and realize that you may come to like the little bugger. What once was an irrational fear turns to curiosity, and then to fondness, and then to its own kind of love.
Even if spiders still scare you, adopting a “you don’t bother me, and I won’t bother you” attitude will yield some very positive results. See what happens when you do this. If you have children, introduce them to the spider, and discuss it with a sense of wonder rather than fear. The animal kingdom is quite receptive to a welcome environment, and respect is returned in kind. If fear for your child’s safety overpowers everything else, then move the spider to a jar for rehoming outside. This demonstrates respect for the well-being of everyone involved, while illuminating your current belief systems along the way. Incidentally, my grown son has a kitchen spider of his own.
Your attention to repairing relationships with “Others That Scare You” sends out a powerful message to the Universe. It shows your dedication to transformation for a more unified co-existence. This intention calls immense power to you, for use in spinning your own Web of Creation…one based in integrity and respect for those who share your world.
“Here’s What Happens When You Channel a Spider” is a digital watercolor I created while connecting with my kitchen spider. Her messages arrive in bold images, colorful, and overlapping. She calls me “pig.”
Should you choose to read further about spider symbolism, check out Spirit-Animals.com.
Should you wish to order a print of the spider’s art, you can find it at my ArtStation site.
Your physical world is a mirror of what’s going on inside of you. As within, so without, so we say.
As you go about your day in the 3D world, your guides from the non-physical constantly place symbolic reminders in your environment, hoping you’ll see them and note the connection to a theme you’ve been contemplating lately.
For instance, if you’ve been thinking about buying a new car, and you were wondering if you should buy it in blue, rest assured you’ll being seeing the exact car—in blue— everywhere you look. Seriously, in mathematically impossible proportions.
You may previously have labeled such things as coincidences, but now you remember that you are creating your reality. Then, they become something else: Your thoughts made into form.
It’s not limited to seemingly inanimate objects, either. You have many guides who show up in your purview to deliver you a message. Chances are, you miss most of them in our busy world full of devices to stare at.
Those that appear in human form are the easiest for you to interact with. They can dart into your line of view from nowhere, and dart away just as quickly. Some will simply disappear in front of your eyes, to give you the added challenge of reviewing your beliefs about such things.
Remember: Nothing is random. Nothing. If it’s showing up in your view, then there is a reason for it. And the fact that it caught your attention gives it even higher clout.
Next time you have an hour, go sit in a busy place. Get a tea, and put your phone away. Observe the people around you, and let your eyes wander. It won’t be long before someone appears that catches your attention. Now watch that person and ask yourself a few questions.
First, use your brain to gather information. Like you are studying for an important test and want to remember as much as possible, take careful note of details. You are getting a download, right there, in the physical.
How is this person dressed?
Like a homeless person? Similar to you or vastly different?
Remember colors, repeating elements (once I saw a man wearing a completely tie-dyed outfit, including shirt, jacket, pants and even socks), or other things that stand out about their clothing. Pay attention to printing on T-shirts, jackets, or bags they are carrying. Note repeating numbers.
What are the person’s physical characteristics?
Pay attention to the ethnicity, height, weight (are you judging?) and posture. The majority of my guides fall into two categories: gorgeous black men with peaceful eyes, and a stubbly-whiskered white man with a Cheshire Cat smile, who has recycled himself in multiple cities.)
Which props are being used?
Since they have a whole stage to act on, your guides will use any props they can to get a message through to you. From a man transferring deadly canola oil from a large bottle to a small one on the street in front of me, to a homeless man emptying out his bag to show me his valuable meteorite collection; the props used are powerful symbols and offer volumes of information to you through symbolism.
What are they doing with the props?
Their actions with the props will tell you even more. Register the movements, and notice if any are being repeated over and over. This is an indication that the gesture itself holds a message for you.
Are there words?
This aspect of your encounter is the most fun. Focus and take in as much as you can. If you have a notebook, write it down as soon as possible. I promise, you will refer to it later.
What are they saying, and with what tone?
You might notice that the words are spoken in a contemplative manner, for instance: “Wow, it’s already been 9 weeks since my mother passed away.”
Are they speaking about others, or about themselves, or to you?
Is it gibberish or cohesive talk?
Does it refer to things that you’ve been thinking about, grappling over, or just encountered recently?
Do others appear to see them or not?
Are people stopping to watch the person, or do they just walk by like the person is invisible?
Most of my guides are not seen by the rest of the crowd. Occasionally, they will attract the attention of others, such as one beautiful black man, who was covered in scarves and adoring his reflection in the Starbucks window for an hour. He attracted 4 security guards and a lot of laughter from viewers. That was the day I couldn’t decide which scarf to wear, and finally in frustration, decided to wear none of them.
Now that you’ve recorded the major physical elements of your guide, use your inner wisdom to FEEL out the situation. This requires your focus inwards, to what your gut is telling you.
When the gut is included in the processing of the message, things get easier. It helps you count out possibilities, based on where you say you want to go. Does this feel good? Or bad? Noting these sensations is important because you’ll be using information from this encounter to create your reality.
What is the overall feeling of the scenario?
Is it playful? Mysterious? Silly? Does it leave you with questions? GOOD! Take note of whether you feel uplifted, puzzled, or excited. Your reaction to the scene from this perspective gives you a myriad of clues about your current world view.
If the message felt ominous, like when you read an Edgar Allen Poe story, then consider what parts of you expect bad things to happen. If, instead, you got a good laugh or scratched your head in wonder about its meaning, this can indicate that you are willing to consider that communication comes from many sources, and that life is meant to be a dance.
Remember that the message is delivered to you from a neutral perspective. It’s you that gives it meaning. The way you label things, prior to storing the data in your cells, is figuratively “time-stamped” based on your beliefs about the data at that moment.
In a world without time, your messages could refer to the past, the present or the future, in human terms.
Since everything is happening simultaneously, a message could refer to any timeline. This might be apparent only when the download is installed in your system, or in other words, when your consciousness has time to process it. The messenger could have brought further richness and humor to an experience you had earlier that day, like my “scarf” guide. It could let you know that the present path that you are on could use some course correction to create a different future, based on where you say you want to go.
Guides are everywhere for you. Once you allow the possibility of receiving messages such as these, you will be presented with all sorts of exciting opportunities, in the most unexpected places. Life is meant to be joyous, and creative, and exciting. There are other aspects of yourself who would love to see you feel the excitement of your creation, and not all of them live in physical bodies. Some just think themselves into physical form, just to serve you. To co-create with you. Remember that you are never alone out there in that big world.
The Cintamani stone, also known as Saffordite, is a volcanic obsidian rock that is used by Lightworkers worldwide to anchor themselves into the Light Grid.
If you have recently purchased a Cintamani and are wondering how to activate and anchor your stone, this video explains the process, as well as reviews the symbolism of the Cintamani in accepting others without judgment, and remembering your place in the Illusion.
Human communications will transform from sketchy vague sentences subject to multiple interpretations, to increasingly clear packets of information transmitted through imagery.In other words, you’ll be sending each other downloads full of feelings, pictures and emotions, and you won’t need words anymore.
This is happening right now, by the way, but most people are simply too full of mind chatter to consciously register these packets of information being sent to them.As more people go within and discover what makes them tick, all will become more sensitive to those non-physical and non-verbal messages circulating around them in the ethers.I bet it’s happening to you already:
Think over the last year.How many times did you receive a text from someone you were just thinking about?
Crazy, huh?Did you advise them that you would be thinking of them just then?Probably not.If you ask them, they will most likely answer that“you just popped into my head”; and that they contacted you on an impulse.
These types of synchronicities are examples of our interconnectedness. And they are happening whether you are conscious of them or not.
Do you know which of your thoughts are available for perusal by others?Are they the nasty ones? The kind ones? The angry ones? The dirty ones?
I’ll put it plainly for you:
All of your thoughts are open to everyone.
Does this sound invasive?
Our society thrives on secrecy. Big corporations watch you with GPS locators built into every app. Everything you search, everywhere you go; it’s being collected for profit by someone, guaranteed.Add to that, our politicians debating the fate of Earth like little boys throwing stones; life will get very exciting when people can no longer hide their secrets.
It is coming.And although it sounds like an invasion of your privacy, that’s because society is set up to separate people.What better way to do that than to make them feel like Big Brother is out to get them around every corner?
This is the natural progression of integration, as modern-day Earth plays out lessons surrounding the theme of shame.We are moving from a society of separation to one of unity.
If you are in the habit of stuffing away your feelings, hoping that they go unnoticed by others, know that adepts can see right past that fake smile and read you, no matter what your face says.The awakened human is increasingly proficient at picking up what you’re throwing down.
Those judgments you make about that girl’s outfit?They spread out in all directions, including to the person that you’re judging.The conscious part of her may be too busy to catch it, but are you sure?You, in turn, are picking up the vibes from everyone else, and if you don’t have a solid foundation of self-love in place, they are affecting you whether you are aware of it or not.
The judgments, the jabs, the mental middle fingers.All open.
And yet on the flip side, all of your kind thoughts, the smiles, the well wishes—are going out in every direction as well.
What are you sending out?
Remember that you are creating your own reality, and that all others who appear in your life are reflections of you. So now is a good time to review the types of thoughts you’re sending out, and taking note of what’s being revealed to you.These reflections are the result of your previous thoughts, manifested.
And if this really freaks you out, bravo!You’ve uncovered beliefs to explore.Check out your views surrounding judgment; both of self and everyone else.Examine your outlook on people who “collect information” about you; this is related to power relinquished to others.Make changes with the understanding that humanity’s integration is accelerating at an exponential rate, and face any issues that fuel the thoughts you feel the need to hide.
What secrets are you hiding, and why?
This makes room in your psyche for new neural pathways to develop.You’ll soon be adept at capturing these downloads as full-fledged concepts, without the need for words. This is where we’re headed, so start mastering those skills.
You’ve heard that the Cintamani stone anchors the Light grid on Earth.
But what does that mean?
Cintamani (Sanskrit for “wish-fulfilling jewel”), also called Saffordite in the gemological world, is found in Eastern Arizona, United States. It is a weathered Obsidian glass. Volcanic in nature (vs moldavite and other tektites, which are formed by meteors pounding the earth and forming glass), Saffordite contains crystalline magnetite, which, as you may deduce, makes it magnetic. Thus, the stone is also an integral part of Earth’s magnetic grid.
It’s connected to Earth in ways you can’t see, but you sure can feel them.
I recommend checking Etsy for good stones. Take the time to choose your stone wisely. If you need help, click here for more information on how to pick out a Cintamani stone.
So now that you have a Cintamani stone, how do you use it?
Hold your Cintamani in your closed palm. Sit down, relax a bit. Take some deep breaths.
With your palm still closed, use your imagination to look right through your hand to the stone enclosed in your palm. Recall the color, the texture, and the shape of your stone, and recreate it in your mind’s eye.
Note any judgments you may have about it, such as:
“It’s really quite an ugly stone,” or:
“I wonder if the quality of my stone is better than other people’s stones, or worse?”
These judgments are normal. We’ve been programmed into the Good vs Evil scenario, or The Event. Recognize your behavior and let it go.
Send your stone thanks for being a part of the Earth. This stone has made a journey, to you, to right here, right now. You don’t know which path it took, or how hard or easy it was.
Transmit your appreciation for that journey.
You will feel your stone start to warm up from the heat of your palm. It will then reach the tipping point, where its heat surpasses that of your body temperature. As the frequency raises, and the stone continues to heat up, you may start to wonder if it will leave a mark!
When your Cintamani gets uncomfortable to handle, it’s time to put it down. I use a piece of palo santo wood to hold mine, but any natural conductor of the Earth will do. Find a beautiful piece of glass, or pottery, or metal, and place your stone on its base.
You have now anchored yourself into your Cintamani stone, and you have activated it within Earth’s grid.
How does the Cintamani anchor the Light grid, exactly?
Cintamani is an amazing transmitter of electromagnetic energy. It maintains the strong connection with the Earth despite being great distances from it.
When you held the stone in your palm, you merged your electromagnetic energy with that of the Cintamani stone. Since (like everything in existence) the Cintamani has a unique energetic signature of its own, it also exchanges energy with you. This results in new signatures for you both, as well as creating a third form that is the combination of the two of you. This third form is energetic in nature at this point, so don’t expect to see it just yet.
But you can sure feel it!
This is how flowers can make you cry. And battlegrounds can make you angry. And sunsets can give you peace.
They are all exchanges of energy between you and something else. The Cintamani is your symbolic reminder of the full interconnectivity between all of Life, with itself.
When you connect to this “ugly little stone” with appreciation, you are exemplifying your commitment to see past the illusion. To suspend judgment about the inner qualities of someone, or something, until you’ve had a chance to really feel them.
Let it sit on its base and continue to emit its energy, now enhanced by your own. Like a radio, it sends out signals that connect with others of like frequency spread all across (and inside) the Earth.
You could receive messages from songs or billboards, for example; or internal hunches; or subtle plan changes that put you in the right place at the right time.
“I have something to give, even if I’m not considered the most beautiful in the world.”
“I am connected to the Earth even if I can’t see it.”
There is a vast network of others out there, all just like me in our desire for love.”
I will allow myself to feel with all available senses, even those I can’t prove are there.”
This little stone might become your favorite tool for transformation.
Your Cintamani can remain on its base for as long as you like. You can recharge it anytime you feel the urge to do so. Please respect it as the powerful conductor that it is, and don’t handle it when you are feeling negative. No need to send out more of that into the world.
Congratulations on anchoring yourself into the Light grid! There are hundreds of thousands of us doing the same. We’re all communicating through this grid, even from what appears to be great distance in Earthly terms.
And the more that join us, the closer we get to each other in physicality as well. Like attracts like!
No doubt you’ve seen someone carelessly throw litter on the ground, and continue walking along.
This happened to me , as I was eating on the patio of a restaurant on Santa Monica Boulevard. It was a quiet day, and a great time to observe people as they passed by.
One man, crossing the street in lazy conversation with a friend, pulled the lid off of his drink and tossed it on the ground in front of me.
How careless! How ignorant of him! What a jerk.
But wait! We Lightworkers are enlightened beings! We rise above petty judgments and harsh thoughts about our fellow man!
A lifetime went by in three of his steps on the sidewalk. I gazed in agony at the jettisoned lid on the ground in front of me. I glared at the man, who glanced over to see my iron stare.
“Are you going to pick that up?” I asked.
“You pick it up,” he laughed, and without missing a stride, he and his friend walked past.
I fumed in silence.
There it sat. Dozens of people walked past it, some even casting glances at it as they did. But no one picked it up.
Perhaps litter is part of your natural habitat, where you are. The litter, in this case, isn’t the focus of this discussion. The real question is, what do you do when someone’s beliefs about reality are so vastly different than yours that they incite your anger?
In his reality, his actions were justified. Littering is OK.
In my reality, his actions were not. Littering is not OK.
Whose reality is correct? One in which littering is acceptable, or one in which it is not?
The answer: Both are correct. Both are valid. Both have a place here on Earth.
Learning to share the game board with others living in completely different realties is one of the biggest lessons we’ve come here to learn. This is the framework of unity.
So how is life different when all realities are considered valid?
This is where you get to define yourself. In times like this, you get to observe your reactions to this little diversity test, and you get to figure out who you will be.
Do you admonish the person?
Do you silently seethe?
Do you judge?
Do you pick up the litter?
You may do all of the above, like I did. I picked up the lid, and I walked the few feet to the trash can to throw it out.
Situations such as these are valuable reminders that others’ beliefs are simply their view of reality, and they have a right to share this world with you. You may not like their behavior, and yet by observing your reactions to it, you are constantly redesigning yourself, and integrating all of the different You’s back into the whole.
Are you afraid of doing the wrong thing? Angry at yourself for your judgments? Consider being kinder to everyone involved, especially yourself. You never make mistakes. You only create opportunities for expansion with every action you take.
Your reactions are your choice, always. So no matter what your decision, it is valid and purposeful for your growth.
How did you feel the last time you walked into a party populated with strangers?
A little bit of social anxiety? Vulnerability? Outright terror?Did you walk in and awkwardly get yourself the fastest-working alcohol available?Been there.
Then, I bet, you started to look for someone you know in the crowd. It’s navigation time, so off you go, drink in hand, in search for someone that brings you comfort in a sea of scary strangers.
Oh no! You’ve searched the entire crowd, and your friends are not here yet.Fiddling with your phone and checking for texts would certainly come next.Plus, it makes you look busy.
But that only lasts for so long.You realize that you are going to have to interact with someone, eventually.
“Oh, I don’t want to talk to him, he looks clingy.”
“OMG, what is up with her hair?”
“I’m not sitting next to that guy, hell no. Has he been wearing that jacket since the 80’s?”
For most of us, it’s automatic to search out the threats in a crowd, and to do our best to avoid them.And yes, even an outdated jacket can be considered a threat.I mean, what would you talk about?
“Obviously he and I have nothing in common.”
Are you sure?
I will bet that your initial judgment about him is largely based on historical programming; judgments made by beliefs planted in you by television, movies or well-meaning parents, rather than from previous direct experience.
Here is the truth:
You are divine.All others are divine.
Is that concept a big jump for you?And what does divine really mean?
You are a drop from a giant creative, omnipotent Lake—and you have all of the powers of that Lake, with NO limitations.
You have incarnated here to experience physicality, to grow, and to remember this truth.
Those fellow partygoers are also drops from this Lake, having a human experience, just as you are.You are all equal drops, and you all have the same goal here. Even the guy in the Members Only jacket with ten buckles.
Why not see others as friends?
If they are sharing your party, then they have chosen to be there on not only the physical level, but on higher levels as well.You are there to serve each other, through your mutual interactions.Remember, you get back what you send out.
So the next time you go to a party, remind yourself of your common goals before you enter the room.Don’t expect that everyone remembers these goals just yet, just as you forget from time to time.It needn’t stop you from treating them as if they do remember.
This is how you recognize the divinity in another, and this is how you create that ideal life you’ve been dreaming of. You’ll be creating from a higher level, one that is not hindered by judgments and false beliefs about reality.
Sometimes, it feels like the signs of evolving are gone, but your advancement is still at work! The journey of awakening touches everything and goes beyond your conscious awareness.
Even when you feel like you’ve stalled, you are still evolving. The path to Oneness is a one-way journey. And there is a way to check just how much you’ve progressed since a year ago! In this video, Kimberly shows you how to do a self-check!
Fight your own disbelief in yourself and remember that you are the creator of your reality!
As you continue your inner work, your sense of power will return to you. You’ll be more in control of what happens in your surroundings.
The process of awakening entails learning to love yourself. Through introspection and review of your current world overview, you will replace current non-serving beliefs with better ones. This changes your perspective and returns your personal power back to you.
Let’s use an analogy to make it easier.
Have you seen the movie The Truman Show?
In the film, Truman navigates a world that appears completely real to him. From his perspective, the surroundings are completely solid and natural. But to those in the control room situated in the “moon,” the scenario looks much different. They can modify the weather, and the length of the days, and who interacts with Truman, among other things.
Each individual, depending on their viewpoint, has a different concept of reality. Those in the control room know that Truman’s world is illusory. When their work day is finished, they leave the control room to go home to their families, and experience what they believe is the REAL reality.
Now let’s compare that to the way we live on Earth. The situation is similar, in that there is a part of you that navigates your physical world with the belief that this is the one and only reality. There is also a part of you in the control room that is well aware that the reality the physical you is experiencing is malleable and illusory. You could even go a step further, and be Christof (interesting name choice, eh?), the planner of it all. These are all aspects of yourself, living on different levels, experiencing life from different viewpoints. All are valid to the one experiencing it.
As you evolve, you will identify more with those in the control room. And as you further evolve, you’ll also invite Truman up to the moon, where he can learn all about the elements of his world and how it was manipulated to give him a particular experience. But it doesn’t stop there.
For as your perspective grows, so will the collaboration.
Not only will Truman be a regular visitor to the control room, but he’ll also start helping decide how his environment is controlled. He’ll ally with Christof to orchestrate his preferred weather, the experiences he’d like to have, and define who he’d like to meet “down there.” They’ll be pooling resources, and together they’ll create an environment that enriches the lives of all involved.
This is where you’re headed. You are much like Truman, albeit not a prisoner unless you believe that you are. You are also those in the control room, who want you to enjoy varied experiences. And you are also Christof, who contemplates life as an art.
So view life from the grandest vista you can imagine. It’s your show.