Recognizing your nature as an aspect of Source, while incarnated in the physical, is an exhilarating experience. It's been a wild ride back to this realization, and if it is a roller coaster of ups and downs for you too, welcome!
Many of you are coming to the realization that you are taking part in a grand evolutionary mass-awakening experiment. As extensions of Source energy having a human experience, there is no set past or future; you each get to decide what happens in your individual---and collective---worlds.
You have the privilege of using all of the varied forms of consciousness that have volunteered to serve you, in the way you please. Now this is great when you honor the free will of all consciousness that you interact with!