If you have lost a child, a sibling, or a partner in your current incarnation, this Equinox might unearth old memories.
Humanity has thrived on loss for a very long time. It is one of the reasons we chose to incarnate here: for the contrast. In a dualistic Universe, you won’t know joy unless you know its counterpart, despair.
We have chosen to play out loss in many fashions: death, illness, infidelity.
You can associate any event or interaction you experience with “joy” or with “loss”…depending on your personal world view at the time it happened.
This equinox is providing the momentum for rebalancing those losses.
If negative memories are resurfacing
Remember this: You were a different person when you stored those devastating experiences in the “loss” category. And the new person that you are in this moment, is able to review those events with new eyes…and new understanding. You’ll see benefits from the event—such as how much stronger you have become because of it—and you can recategorize this event as a positive experience rather than as a loss.
On a collective level, your rebalancing of these memories helps heal the world.
Your memory recall, and review from the perspective of the Newer You, creates an energetic rebalancing of your signature. And your signature is what affects everything—and everyone—around you. You are, in truth, healing the world when you heal yourself. As each signature rises in frequency through rebalancing, so does the collective’s signature as a whole.
Remembering those you lost.
They are never away from you. They are aspects of you, and they remain with you, to resurface simply through your focus on them. Those that chose to leave the physical before you wanted them to, did so because it served all involved. Sometimes it takes a few years of linear time to recognize how that loss has benefited you. Places to start: Expectations, Unconditional Love, Abandonment.
You are never alone. Ever. If you are reading this, know that these words were written by someone who is also feeling these experiences along with you. I’ve lost some big things, too: Everything I owned from a hurricane. A beloved partner. And a child. We, together, are helping the rest of humanity to rebalance themselves; even if they don’t know what “energy” even is.
With this rebalancing, you are remembering how to use negative emotions to create something positive. This is alchemy.
Your gift to this world is immense, and from those who don’t have mouths to speak, there is applause for your courage and dedication to your fellow humans.
If you’re experiencing pulsations in your hands, your feet or your root chakra, read on.
As this week’s #1 searched awakening symptom, vibrations can be the key to unlock embedded unknowns in your personality. Here’s what could be going on with you:
If you are feeling pulsations in your hands, you could be downloading dormant healing knowledge. The newer version of humanity will thrive on healing techniques that are currently considered alternative medicine. You may experience a desire to learn Reiki techniques, massage or body manipulation techniques, or even to be a most excellent creator in the kitchen.
The word “healing” is charged in itself. We have labels attached to it, fueled by negative associations with quacks and fraudsters; and antiquated religious doctrine that reinforces a pyramidal power structure. This stuff lies dormant in humanity until it’s addressed.
If you want to go there, then start by asking yourself a few questions:
Do I feel worthy to heal another person?
Can I take credit for healing anyone?
Is healing possible without chemicals and doctors?
These questions are worded craftily, and for a reason. They unlock some doors at the far end of your mental hallway.
Now in truth, you can’t heal anyone except yourself.
You can, however, deliver Source energy to another through your hands, with the full understanding that the recipient has free will in accepting it, applying it and healing (or not healing) from it.
We all have the ability to heal, but not all souls have come to Earth with that life mission in mind. Every person will benefit from igniting these abilities, however, even if the extent of the healing is limited to blessing and appreciation for your water before you drink it.
Simple acts of healing are just as powerful as complicated ones. Your vibrating hands are letting you know that this ability is awakening in you.
Ever try to sleep at night and it feels like you are plugged into a wall socket? I mean vibrations in and around the feet that sometimes make you wonder if the bed itself is shaking? Yeah, you aren’t alone. Vibrating feet could be an indication that you are ready to integrate with the physical surroundings that you call your outer world. What does this look like in a New Earth scenario?
It’s you, bonding with nature.
Vibrating feet are the call for grounding. And I know you’ve heard it from a thousand sources, and in images everywhere you look…but if you desire a less arduous ascension, then you will be merging with the consciousness around you.
The easiest way to start is through nature, whether that be caring for a plant, taking hikes or swimming in your pool. Your feet are the symbolic–and physical–contact point with your surroundings.
And EVERYTHING that you see outside of you is made of consciousness. There is nothing out there that is NOT consciousness, so you’ll be making peace with it all.
Now this whole grounding thing can be confusing, when it’s actually quite simple. You are a walking antenna, and in order for energy to move through you smoothly, you must participate in an exchange. Energy moves to you, through you, and out of you, into the field that surrounds the physical You. Any lines of separation that you imagine—including your SKIN—are simply ideas that you have about the nature of your reality.
All separation is an illusion.
Your vibrating feet are sending you this reminder, and are advising that there is some energy that could use distribution. There are multiple ways to do this. Here are a few:
Take a walk, without headphones.
As you evolve, you will learn the importance of hearing subtle messages that come to you not only through your ears, but what feels like from inside your head. When you are in nature, these messages are quite strong. Pay attention to the pitch, timing and location of bird songs, for instance. No sound is ever random. It is placed there by you, for you; and these forms of communication are just as valuable (and often MORE valuable), than those you capture with your 5 physical senses.
Get a grounding pad.
If you can’t get outside as much as you’d like (explore why), then consider sleeping with a grounding pad at the foot of the bed. You can check them out at Earthing.com (no affiliation). This will alleviate the vibrations and perhaps afford you better sleep.
Hang around water.
Water contains oxygen, and you don’t need me to tell you how that benefits you. Yet it also symbolizes cleansing, renewal, refreshment, and clarity. Your Self will nudge you towards such symbolic references because that’s how you think on higher levels. Now floating around in the pool is relaxing for sure; and relaxation is a big part of your ascension process. But along with that, you’re unconsciously (and hopefully consciously) exploring your relationship with symbols, labels and associations. You may find yourself throwing out old ideas because you have simply outgrown them. Water can bring you to these realizations.
Vibrating Root Chakra
If you are feeling your root chakra (the area of your tailbone that touches the chair) pulsating, then your Kundalini could be on the rise.
This dormant energy sits waiting for the right time to activate. It happens when an individual is ready for rebalancing the Self. With each chakra representing a portion of self-development, the root chakra is the area that holds energy related to your beliefs about survival.
Are you in danger? Will you be snuffed out and lose your identity? Do you even exist?
This is when the questioning starts, and the focus shifts from reacting to the events of an external world, to addressing events at the root of all of it….your thoughts.
This is a time for you to investigate your identity. Some questions:
What do I think happens when I die?
Is life scary or exciting?
Is there more to life than being a human on this planet?
What am I capable of?
Where do I fit in?
They seem so basic, and that’s a large part of why the root chakra is also called the base chakra. Here you explore your root assumptions about your existence. Once you open up this Pandora’s Box, you’ll begin to feel further chakras awaken…each with questions of their own to help you learn more about your true nature.
So celebrate those vibrations, for in a world that’s currently on lockdown, they are your indication that things are moving along just fine in the awakening category. When you ask yourself these questions, your Higher Self will help direct you to the emotions that the question evoke. You’re learning to trust yourself by acknowledging these alternate means of communication.
A few years from now, you will consider these messages just as important as those you receive through conventional means. Have fun with this, and laugh! The more you thank yourself for making the natural process of awakening easier, the easier your transition will be.