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February 2019

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

When Your Love Is Not Accepted

You’ve heard that love is the key that opens all locks. So what happens when you encounter a door that won’t open, even if you’re turning the key with all the love you have?

There are times when we love someone so deeply, so completely, and yet they are unwilling—or unable—to reciprocate. So should we hang around and “hold the space” for them until they come to their senses and love us back? Or should we move on in hopes of finding someone else?

That depends on how you feel about yourself. Here’s why:

Every relationship is a reflection of you.  Every person that you are aware of, is giving you the chance to decide who you are in that set of circumstances. They come to you, and you to them, for the opportunity to co-create within this holographic game, via collaborative teamwork.

Not only are you choosing situations that mutually explore your personal themes, but you also get to paint on the Universal canvas, with any brush that you like, with others at your side.

So how you feel about yourself in terms of the relationship you’re experiencing, will determine what you will glean from your partnership.  If you’re awake, you’ll most likely deal with a situation like this in a very different manner than when you’re still asleep.

 

Let’s view an “unhappy” ending from two perspectives: Asleep, and Awake.

 

Karen loves Steve with all her heart.  She gives everything she has, and trusts that everything will work out, aiming for a loving, lifetime partnership.

But Steve isn’t all that into her. She’s good to have around, because she pays her bills, cooks for him, and does laundry every Saturday.  He dreams of greener pastures, with more freedom, where he doesn’t have to talk about his feelings all the time.

Eventually, Karen decides it’s time to move on; she’s exhausted from giving and giving, and receiving nothing in return. She’s heartbroken, worn out, and wildly distrustful of the Universe–with all its talk of “faith,” “belief” and “knowing.”

The time after the breakup is volatile for Karen, with feelings spouting like chronic volcanic eruptions, on both ends of the spectrum. As she heals, she goes within, maybe with a little help from red wine and long days parked in bed.  She processes her feelings, and, after awhile, she emerges back into society…single and opinionated.

 

If Karen is still asleep, she will probably re-enter society with a vengeance.

She’s sick of men and their animalistic behavior. She is worth more than that, and she’ll find someone who will appreciate her. She’ll be looking at the world through glasses tinted with bitterness (“that asshole doesn’t deserve me”), vindication (“He is HER problem now”) and cynicism (“Why bother? Things always end badly anyway”).

Blame will most likely be cast on her partner for his failure to return the love that she gave so freely.

 

If Karen is awake, she will re-enter society with humility.

Most likely, Awake Karen spent her breakup time largely focusing on themes centered around the relationship, rather than the shortcomings of her partner.

Areas of expansion may include self-worth (“why am I unlovable?”), trust (“why would the Universe do this to me?”), or independence (“why can’t I be alone?”).

Awake Karen would see the theme behind the co-creation, and recognize the growth she’ll experience from it.  She might suffer in the process or she might not, depending on how much accountability she bears for her performance in the show. Yet she knows that, ultimately, the relationship served everyone involved, and she appreciates the time they spent together.

So why enter into a relationship at all, if it can “fail” even though we gave it our all?

 

There are times when we, as humans, don’t see the whole picture just yet.

It’s hidden from us, BY us, in order to provide the unknowns necessary for choices to be made. It’s certainly so in the game of love, where expectations whirl like leaves in the autumn wind.

And people grow at different paces, determined by their level of focus, willingness to look within and stabilize themselves from earlier failures, traumas and disappointments.

Self-observation raises your frequency; and we attract those of similar vibration to our own.  If frequencies vary too greatly in a partnership, the relationship will end, to make room for a more-aligned one. It’s always a gift, even if it doesn’t feel like one just after the process.

So hold onto your key, and use it to unlock some doors in your own self.  The more doors you open from within, the more doors will be open out there, in your physical world.

That is true love.

 

Kimberly

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Featured, Life on Earth, Videos,

VIDEO: Blast Away Guilt with a Laser Gun

How many thoughts have you had today that were shot down with doubt and guilt? Here are a few to get you started:

“I don’t have time to do that.”
“I need money to have fun.”
“I should be working right now.”

Your Higher Self is waiting for you to screenshare! That’s when you hand over the mouse to the larger part of you, and you allow it to take control.

A No-Guilt Day allows you one day to give up control of your mouse, and see where it leads you….and when guilt comes up for your crazy thought, you’ll use a silly noisy toy to jolt you out of it and amplify your vibration back up into one of positive creation.

It’s a very basic version of neuro-linguistic programming that will also bring to your attention how many guilt-ridden thoughts cross your mind in a day. Probably more than you think!

Give yourself the chance to find out where your soul is headed with this simple exercise.

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Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness, Trigger Messages,

Trigger Message: Tired of Waiting for the Event?

Light vs Dark is polarity at its most dramatic. The angels vs the demons. Freeing the oppressed. Spreading the love. This is juicy stuff.

 

This trigger message was channeled for those frustrated at the delay of the Event. If you are tired of waiting, please read on.

 

Resistance Movements, secret codes and vague intel messages spread like wildfire among the awakening community. We make it our routine to read our daily channeled messages from our favorite sources, hoping for a small indication that it’s time to move forward. It’s going to begin!  After 300,000 years, we’re finally going to get our planet back!

Victory of the Light” cheers ensue, our vibration is raised at the anticipation of the next phase, and we see the world a bit brighter and more palatable knowing that the real 5D “you” will finally have its day in the spotlight, your 15 minutes of fame, without fear of society’s rebuttal. Because in previous lives, we were burnt at the stake for being ourselves in public.

And then the days go on, and nothing new seems to happen, and our spirits fall as we come to the conclusion that it’s the same old world we’ve been living in.  Just more time went by.

That gives us more time to focus inward, zapping away doubts with our laser guns, seeing beauty out there when we remind ourselves to check for it; and often, we reminisce about the journeys we took between the dimensions and wish we were back there again, free from the constructs of physicality, suffering, and exhaustible linear time.

We practice—either consciously or unconsciously—placing our focus on the various realities in which we live. The physical one (3D), the astral one (4D), and, if we’ve gotten to that point, the electric one (5D.) We view our life and circumstances from each vista, evaluating the feelings related to the theme we chose to explore at each level.

What are such themes for each reality? As the Pleiadians say, there’s a “plan, within a plan, within a plan.” Prior to coming into the physical, we chose which themes we’d like to experience while incarnated; those of us exploring mutual themes will experience each other in the collective after we enter into the game.

If you are focusing on the master theme that includes The Event, then your soul’s areas of desired growth may look like this:

Your 3D plan may include manifesting a physical mate that understands you, finding abundance in a world that worships money, or exploring self-worth issues and the value of life.

Your 4D plan will include studies relating to the the malleability of time, connecting with others in the non-physical realms available to you, and applying compassion.

Your 5D plan is probably so enormous that you could stay in that frequency for ever if you focus on it for too long (which, of course, is true, ultimately.) Yet you remember that you came to Earth to experience life as physical. You wanted the solidity and structure. You wanted that feeling of passing time so you could observe your self-improvement. You signed up for it.

So what does the Event theme look like in the physical?

In 3D it will look like chaos: repeated school shootings, territorial wars, and exploitation of the weaker population. Corrupt politicians, the powerful few oppressing the masses, programming them into zombiehood through messages in television, radio and social media. Children are exploited, people die hungry, and life is REAL. Solid. Poke it with a stick.

In 4D we add to this: that the oppressors are from somewhere else, somewhere off-planet.  They have power, and technology, but they aren’t evolved like we are….savages!  We must defeat them, because Light will always prevail over Darkness. We will take our planet back by fighting with love, dammit.  And whatever happens to the Dark guys, they’ve earned it, but it won’t come from me.  I’m an evolved soul.

And again, in 5D, you have the opportunity to view both of those scenarios, and make choices about who you are in the midst of playing within them. Always a choice, always a preference. And you know, somewhere inside, that you are an impeccable actor in this play. And you wanted to serve others through your own growth, and allow them to serve you.  That’s the oneness aspect, manifested.

And in comes The Event.  And it’s right on time.

This magical occurrence, boiled down to its basic explanation, is defined as the end of our most recent 26,000 year cycle of evolution, where collective focus moves from a masculine (-) charge, to a feminine (+) charge. It’s when the collective has absorbed enough high-frequency bands above it, that Earth is free to ascend herself, since she is 1.5 dimensions behind the collective life forms that she hosts.

In social media, The Event is touted as the turning point for humanity.  The end of war and oppression. The bad guys are uprooted, restored to wholeness through the application of compassion and love, despite their wrongdoing. Money will be freed up for all, free energy will be available to the masses, and government will be restructured to benefit the whole rather than the few. It will be a New Earth.

Now the 5D part of us looks at our Event theme through these two lower frequencies, and recognizes the sub-themes for each level, and remembers that it’s all being played out instantaneously, and no one is getting hurt for real; and that we choose to focus on that level in order to be immersed in the experience of it.  In order to do that, we must lower our vibration a bit.

That puts us back into the game for that reality.  You see through your physical eyes, feel through your physical hands, and you take up actual space in a room. All real, while you’re focusing from within that frequency band.

For the Intel Junkie focusing in 3D, you’ll revel in coded messages from Cobra, secret group meetings in obscure places in Europe, and hopes of admission into the selfless Resistance Movement.  That is a fascinating drama all in itself.

Add the 4D aspect, of remembrance of the astral realms and use of them through intention, and that same Intel becomes an opportunity to serve.  A mission of love for fellow souls who are suffering.  It’s our duty, after all, so why not focus on lighting up the Darkness through mass meditation and thoughts of well-being for all? We’re adding some magic back in here, finally.  Let’s do this.

Now this is really getting to be fun!

Holographic War!  Saving the World in Infinite Dimensions! Galactic Reunion!

All great drama, created by a Self who wanted a dramatic experience for the purposes of growth and integration of all those other Selves out there playing the part of the Oppressor.  Each reality is completely valid and true while you’re focusing in it, and it falls back out of direct impact when you consider it through the concurrent plan of the level above it.  Then the two melt together in a moment, and the reason for your behavior in one reality makes perfect sense within the context of the next highest level.

This is how you bind the remaining DNA strands awaiting reactivation. You view the lower frequency realities from your highest perspective, and they combine through your understanding of the relationship….and you jump up another notch in frequency.

 

So here’s your Trigger Message:

 

The Event is internal.  It will happen out there, when it happens inside of you.

The Light and the Dark are simply masks certain souls are wearing, for your benefit. Nothing to fear, and no one really gets hurt.

The best entertainment one can have is when you are in the center of it, playing along, creating as you go, and expanding everyone’s growth experience along the way.

Remember the master plan:

You are a Gamemaster.  It’s you.  It’s all you, and you are a magical creator. So make it good, through love, compassion and imagination.

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

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losing your vocabulary as you awaken
Featured, The Esoteric, Videos,

VIDEO: Losing Your Vocabulary? Me Too!

As Earth’s frequency rises, you may begin to forget words, even in the middle of a sentence!

You are not suffering from dementia, my friends. You are evolving into a telepathic SUPERSTAR that no longer needs to think, or speak, in a linear fashion.

Parables? Yup, you’ll hear yourself saying them, and wondering WTF happened to your thought patterns! Metaphors? They’ll become a primary way to describe things to others, as they cause imagery in the recipient’s mind that gets your point across way more efficiently than words.

Learn what your mind is doing differently in this video. Even I forget what the hell I’m saying, right in the middle of a sentence!

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